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Living with Ourselves

Living with Ourselves

hello @eudemonism @eth @outlander @Bunniekins @Mazarita @Silenus @NameUnknown @Grasshopper3 @patientpatient @soul @Former-Member @Determined @Shaz51 @Former-Member @Friendconnect @Teej @utopia @Queenie @Appleblossom @Zam @perseverer @Janna @Owlunar @Former-Member @Former-Member

First of all I wanted to let you know that I have conversed with all of you at some stage on both sides of the forum..

It was my intention to close two of my threads and change my name in the kindest way for all of you...

I commenced this process on the 12th March and today is the first day that I have access to actually post or respond to anyone....I was in the last couple of days able to register a new name and like some posts...

I am so sorry that my profile ended so abruptly that was definitely not my intention....

In fact if I had done it my way.. instead of thinking would be better to be guided through the process....I would have just written on one of my threads my reason for closing my account tagging you all in....then requested account to be closed and username put to bed so to speak

I have chosen to take this path in order to protect my family's sense of safety .. privacy...health..

Please let me reassure you that this has nothing to do with any members on here...

I have tagged each and everyone of you because you have given me support and invited me into a little of your worlds...priceless experiences...I have felt heard and valued on here....Thank you all so much..

Moving forward ...this is who I am now and hope to be able to converse on the forum living in the now not the past...therefore no mention of my previous username necessary...

If you do not know who I am...that is fine also...perhaps all of the above is not relevant for you..

take care

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No worries @Former-Member was just thinking same

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@Former-Member

@Sophia1

@TAB 😺

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💜💖❤️😘👋 @outlander Take care. Hoping you got through the past few days ok.

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Nighty night @Sophia1 @outlander @TAB and all.

😴❤️🌺🌷 sleep well

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goodnight @Former-Member 🌺💚

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Night @Former-Member 😀

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I'm just wanting answers and closure @Sophia1 not everyone else's expectations and preaching...

I also don't want everyone else's ideas of answers and closure... It's probably something I'm never going to truly get...

It's like I've been given a one size fits all problem and a one size fits all solution... truly gut wrenching...

You're right In what you're saying *from your own perception and experiences... and yes alot of it probably applies to myself and others... but I've found i get 'the same old treatment' no matter who I'm dealing with... meanwhile I'm trying to explain and tell about my own ideas of answers and closure... but usually it just gets diverted to the individuals and the systems understanding of what's going on *answers and closure... and I'm left to like it or lump it-and i believe I've become resistant to this....

My thoughts and feelings go from one extreme to the other... it can either be a nightmare or a daydream... truly scary or absolutely loving... and to be honest... i don't think I'm in control...

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Yea hi @Sophia1 sorry about being distant or preoccupied with other things... I've been trying to deal with my thoughts and feelings... paranoid thoughts are the worst of all... because i really can't tell what's real and what is not... 😖 I'm worried people are coming to get me 😨

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@Shaz51 and @Sophia1 i just want confirmation that all this stuff going on in my mind isn't true!. The two extremes of grandiose and persecution thinking styles and the counterfactual thinking. It's driving me crazy. Plus i think i suffer from misophonia.

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@TAB not doing well at the moment. Things/people getting on my nerves.
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