Living with Ourselves

Your feelings are real and valid @Sophia1 What we feel is very personal and although it may not be intentional from others, the way you are seeing things is your viewpoint and that is real for you. I am glad that you feel this thread is a safe place to vent and share your views - that is important for you to have a degree of trust in those here that are sharing in your journey.

You have so much going on in your life and that must all be so hard to deal with day to day. I do hope you don't need another operation but there is support here for you if you do. Back issues are debilitating and you have had more than your fair share of physical issues - I wish it wasn't the case for you.

Sending you love and hugs Hon and an ear (eyes) here if you need it

movement creates momentum; effort leads to energy

trying something might lead you down a path you hadn’t considered which might then contribute to a positive outcome you’d not imagined possible

if you’re going to be trying something it might, at times, be worth trying something completely different

sometimes you’ll surprise yourself and something great will happen!

just leaving these here for those who would like to share...

I shall find some images of places that I would love to be also...

@Maggie thinking of you always...respecting your space...just wanting to let you know how much I care..

as with you too @Former-Member

I left these candles on the ocean for you both xxxx

I love this image

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I might not get to talk to you that often...

I do think of you though..

Imagine being in a room like that above where you could choose to walk through an opening into a new life...

which one would you choose?

yes I could not make my mind up

@TAB

I am not drawn to the picture of the cloisters ...in real life might feel different as would be intriguing..

the middle one feels as though it is shrouded in mystery and appeals to me...

not sure about the one on the right...again would be different in real life

an interesting exercise for this bored brain laugh

am actuallly off out to a few shops walking..

something novel...see how far I get...anxiety is knocking on my door again rather too loudly.

have a calming day @TAB

@Sophia1 I’m immediately drawn to the middle one, it looks like water. Water has always been a calming place for me, ironic when I live inland in what is starting to be a drought for us.

@Sophia1

I love it, thank you so much Sophia.

I was going to choose the left doorway, but I pictured it leading to a Castle. I love Castles, yet it may represent to me, a Mansion that is BIG has every need met there, yet its cold & like a prison, that I can not leave, for some strange reason? Hmmm

The Doorway in the centre, is a real NO, for me, looks like a dangerous place that I will never survive, as in drown there. Bad vibes there, for me. I have taken too many dangerous doorway in my life, without knowing the signs, I know them now though!

The Doorway to the right, looks to me like a garden, with birds & animals there. If I keep walking through it, I feel in my gut, that it will lead to happiness, security, peace, & healing. With someone special waiting for me in a beautiful house, that I have wanted in my heart all my life. Where myself, & my Fur Babies, can be at last secure, loved, & safe! I must keep my Faith!! xo

Love & Hugs!

Bella xo