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Sending a carrier pigeon with a love bouquet 💐 @Snowie This is just for you because I care and am really missing you.

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@Snowie I really hope you are being cared for by kind people and that you are ok 💜💜💜💜

Hi @Bow @Wintersweet @Eve7

I'm sorry I haven't been here. The last thing I wanted to do was make you worry.

I won't go into a lot of detail (as it wouldn't be recovery focused) but I'm sure you can read between the lines. I did something I shouldn't have. I'm home now, just being watched closely. I have a busy week ahead with gp, psych and pdoc all next week. I guess it is a good thing. Have stepped back a bit from mum which has been nice, not that I tell her much anyway. Very overwhelmed at the moment, just trying to take it easy. H and I got out to lunch today which was nice. A bit of normality, I guess.

I hope you are all going ok. I have been thinking of you lots. I will catch up eventually on whats been happening.

Love you all lots 💗

I am glad you are safe @Snowie and home with h.

Sending you all my love, care and squishy hugs 🤗💜

Thanks @Eve7

How are you?

I’m plodding along @Snowie weighing up whether to have more ect or whether I’ll just wing it. It knocks me around a bit so we’ll see.

I did something normal this morning and went to a sporting event. It was with younger kids so it was good to see happy faces and receive a few hugs.

It's a hard decision @Eve7 Would it be more inpatient or out patient. Even having it as an outpatient is hard. Having to rely on someone else to take you and pick you up. I was meant to have it yesterday but had to change it to next Fri. My pdoc suggested every fortnight but puts a lot of pressure on H.

That sporting event sounds nice. Ohh happy faces and hugs sound good. It's nice when kids can just have fun with any sport. I still love watching D dance.

It sure is a hard decision @Snowie I truly can’t do 3 x a week as an outpatient and I don’t want to be readmitted but I really want to be well.

I like little kids in sport when they just have fun and look out for each other.

I have good news….the freeloaders are moving out!!!! Thank God!!!!

It is a hard decision @Eve7 I can understand not wanting to be admitted again. It can be hard trying to fit that in with 'life' happening. I'm glad to hear you want to be well hon. Sometimes I think it takes more than just us.

That is very good news hon that they are moving out. You have let them stay for a long time, its time they do it by themselves. Hopefully that makes life for you a little easier too.

@Snowie ginormous huge hugs for you my friend. Please be kind to yourself you matter and are important to many 💜💜💜

hello @Eve7 too sorry things aren’t so easy for you too. Huge hugs 💜💜💜💜