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Niquas Notes

Niquas Notes

I thought I might try some 'journalling' . Just write a little blurb out each day, basically what I'm already doing . . . just giving it a name . . a title, I suppose? But to give it some 'umph' in my head I'm going to try & remember how to start a new thread & call it 'Niquas Notes' 🙂
It's not even 11.30am & I'm having a tomatoe & onion sandwich for lunch 🙂 I think I've been forgetting to 'get around' to a few meals lately. It's pretty good 🙂
I think I need to go into town today & check the post office, I may have a parcel to collect (evil ebay again!). I might get some meat while I'm in there (probably sausages ;)), I don't think I've had a lot of it lately - though I had Tuna in some fried rice the other night 🙂 Pretty sure I've got a couple of DVDs to collect from the library too 😉 {which means waiting until after 2pm at least as they close from 1-2pm for lunch} Today being Wednesday, it's an off-lead walk day, so I'll take the puppies along & drop into the local Forest on the way back home 🙂 I really enjoy that walk myself, it might be one I've done a million times, but that's sort of part of what I think I really enjoy about it?;)? & of the camp trips, beach walks & places that I have been going to for a little while now - the local 'home' forest walk still gives us the most freedom & me the most confidence 🙂
I think I am recovering from the xmas kerfuffle. I've just polished off a banana, which I would normally have at breakfast, so I've just combined morning & midday meals 😉 & I've got a bottle of water with just a touch of Apple Cider vinegar in it :x I actually quiet like the tang & I do beleive my insides appreciate it 🙂 I've been having quite a few nasty waves of nausea washing over me for a while now.
I need to start 'beating myself up a bit' about the housework! I did get some dishes done before I went away, but there's still a mountain of pots and pans there!! & my mountains of dirty washing are growing death defying peaks!!! I did also get 1/2 the yard mowed, but the other half is overgrown & the 1st 1/2 could do with a trim (00)! & the general clutter continues to compact.
I must look online at what the costs of registering my puppies will be in my council, maybe I can do that while I'm in town? If I got the genny going & started tackling the dirty washing, I could mow my little fella's feet inbetween cycles . . . & then we could go to a favourite 'look-out' spot for a walk 😛 . . . that'd be nice 🙂
Well, by the time I get online, it'll be past Potatoe hour. So I'd better stop blurbing & post 😉
Love to all that need or want it, everything positive gratefully accepted 🙂
❤️

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Let me know what the 'The Giver' is like @Former-Member

Love you too @Former-Member

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Will do @Shaz51

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Evening NN, hmm I dont count how many times I make people cry either good or bad lol. I am glad that struck a chord with you, its sucks being alone even with people around.

I am sure youll strive to be a better person not that I think you need to but whatever makes you feel good or feel better. Its hard to let things go sometimes but I think your forgiven too just a few more awkward moments but im sure youll all move forward for that

hows your evening going? @Former-Member

hi @Shaz51 nice to hear you had a good time at your lunch today, but sorry your feeling abit tired too- i know you tagged me in a few threads just now so will just respond to hear (hope thats ok)

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of course it is ok my little sister @outlander,love you

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I like all this love going on !!!

And extra big hugs for you Shaz

And I'll throw my arms around you too Claire

Claire, your right, I think I've been forgiven - I think it may be me that's having trouble with the forgiving 😞

Oops forgot the tages @Shaz51 @outlander

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love and hugs to you too @Shaz51

forgiving isnt easy being in your situation @Former-Member i know youll get past it and grow but in your own time, dont force yourself to just be ok love and hugs to you too

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Hello my magical Mazy @Mazarita

When I read you poem, I thought it was so familiar - I let myself think you were thinking of me when you wrote it. It was so comforting ❤️
I can't imagine how fast the electro-chemical reactions are going on in your body right now! The thought of the impending trip . . . I'm not even going & the thought instantly set the butterflies loose 😉 & yet I can feel the tingle of excitement rise just a little bit higher than those butterflies 🙂
I hope your scan went well & the results were good. I love you Mazy

Niqua

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Hello my beautiful cyber-grand girl Claire @outlander

I think I may have told you this before, you have an old soul, so much wiser than your years I think you would walk barefoot along the path of broken glass with me, just so that you could share the pain & understand how I was feeling I want you to know I would do the same for you, . . . I would take your place

Love you Claire

NN

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Hello @Former-Member, how are you this morning

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Hello @Shaz51

'The Giver' was great 🙂 It's all about a time in the future after a huge war [I'm guessing] & somehow they manage to take away all emotions, so that theres's no conflict & as such no wars [or general bad stuff]. It's all got to do with taking away everyone's memories! {pretty apt for me!} I don't know that I agree that people are better off with all their memories & emotion back - personally I think it will just lead back to conflict & War [& general bad things], but I enjoyed the movie 🙂

Hope you've got good things in you day today, love you Shaz

Niqua

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