Daily goals, motivation and check in

Thanks @Faith-and-Hope. Emotional sleep off more successful. I totally imploded. Massively wanted to take myself out and SH but knew that was stupid. Still haven’t worked out my craziness but have s3 coming for a dinner.....since we are both single, thought we’d celebrate......at least he laughed at that (s3 is single by choice still, ain’t nobody going to tie him down :face_with_rolling_eyes:, think it’s probably a good thing until he gets through his crazy early adult years).

Anyway my stuff today was all part of the stuff that’s going on in my head that no one gets but me and I’m very frustrated. Such is life. Anyway thanks for responding. I guess it’s a work in progress.

i guess it’s strange for others to read I imploded because I had motivation, my mood is good but wasn’t able to convert that into something productive.

Hugs and hugs @CheerBear for your supportive message on the other thread too. 💜🤗. I’m so sorry I’ve been so erratic. You’ve been so kind and I’m often all over the place.

huge bug hugs @Faith-and-Hope for ALWAYS being here for me.....and for supporting my emotional sleep off as a positive thing......even though it’s very maladaptive 😳:face_with_rolling_eyes:.

I hope to post some stuff later but for now I’d better go and do some more dishes before s3 arrives.

@Former-Member I’m so sorry I missed including you to respond to. I know it’s not the first time I’ve done that lately and there is absolutely no reason for it other than I’ve been a self absorbed :pile_of_poo:. Thank you for so kindly and honestly responding. I hope your day is ok.

I want you to know that you aren’t the only one I’ve done it to lately. So here are some flowers for others I know I’ve been erratic and have missed responding to. I’ve been very hit and miss on the forum and apologise. I seriously don’t want to be this way. I know from personal experience that sometimes when you are missed or overlooked it still often hurts even though it was unintentional.

My list of sorries (I’m sure will unintentially leave someone out), but I know there are a few that it’s happened more than once and I’m not proud about it. Sorry to @CheerBear, @Former-Member, @Bunniekins, @frog, @eudemonism, @Shaz51, @Mazarita, @eth, @Maggie, @Zoe7, @Sans911, @Snowie, @Faith-and-Hope, @Kurra, @outlander, @Phoenix_Rising and @NikNik. I know there is more but please if you read this and think you have had me drop out or miss you please accept my apology. In the true spirit of apologies I don’t want or need a response. I believe apologies are one way. If you want to acknowledge that you’ve read it, a like is ok but I’m not looking for them either.

Daily goals

write apology ✅

add @Bubbles3 into the list of apologies (by way of writing this )✅

have shower

cross fingers for @eth ndis meeting today ✅

do mountains of dishes again :face_with_rolling_eyes:

meds and coffee ✅

find brain ❎

Run away from forum as shame is high ✅

send everyone my love and hugs ✅

💜🤗

@Teej my list of goodmornings etc are always leaving people out and it drives me crazy as I always try to get everyone but inevitably I miss one or two ... Good morning Teej have a great day 😄 xx

Apology overlooked here, @Teej, because no need. Tags and trying to remember everyone is a special form of torture on the forum, I find. I can't stand it when the forum becomes an impossible duty. Take it easy, especially on Teej.