Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please

@Former-Member

I'm really sorry that you feel this way. I've tried resolving this online and openly with the hope that both people could feel heard.

Unfortunately, this conversation has moved into a territory where people are feeling disrespected. As this is discussion is longer productive, I'm temporarily shutting down this thread. All posts related to this discussion will be removed also.

@Former-Member please do get in touch with management tomorrow. @NikNik, the community manager, is working tomorrow so feel free to contact her or whoever you see fit.

Best wishes,

CherryBomb

May God wrap his arms around you so tightly that you will be left in with no question how much he loves you. Ask for his strength when yours is depleated. And know your are doing the best you can. My heart goes out to you and i will be praying very hard for your family. God Bless @Former-Member

I have discovered through a lot of hard experience that though it may take 2 to tango, only one aggressor can start conflict.

I need to write this down and try to walk away. I have been in my head all day and are paralysed by my thoughts. I've tried to win the battle all day and turn it around but I'm failing and in a losing battle. For the last hour I've been debating writing this down and what my need is to do so. I think I just need someone in the world to know that I'm feeling so low. I don't need a response but sometimes a like helps me to know I've been heard and therefore not alone.

My battle today is the self hatred and anger one. It's defaulting to SH and SI at every turn. All the strategies and advice I've had in the past has turned into shoulds and driving me to want to turn it all off again but I know I can't. Some of the urges have been strong but I guess I'm still here writing this so I must be winning at something. I have soooooo many fears that are eating me up. I'm questioning my capacity to deal with things at every level and the battle keeps raging on and on. I am so tired of these days. There are too many of them.

My worry is that I don't think I have the capacity to do this thing called life.

Hi..just re read your response..thankyou 🙂

@CherryBomb. Good thread, I only just discovered it this morning while browsing.

I think I could probably hang out in the worry room full time. I guess I worry a lot.

In fact someone said to me the other day "Is there anything you dont worry about?"

I had to think long and hard about this question, so I was unable to give them an immediate answer.

Upon trying to think of just one thing in everyday life (all my legitimate and understandable worries aside) that I dont actually worry about - there is nothing! I worry about everything. No wonder I'm an over anxious highly depressed individual.

Sherry xx

Being on here seems to be worse for me than intentionally being alone. In terms of "worry" I do worry about people who come across the same obstacles and barriers to connecting with people and have similar experiences when they look for support. How it may warp their character, their interpretations of what makes sense, and numb the regard they may have otherwise had for others. And people wonder why kids shoot up schools ffs