Hi everyone, I'm back

Hi @NikNik @Faith-and-Hope @Zoe7 @outlander @utopia @Former-Member @Phoenix_Rising and others I have forgotten 🙂

I am back. I was in hospital for 4 weeks, the longest time I have been in hospital. I came out yesterday afternoon. I had a lot of meds changes, lots of group therapy and also one on one therapy. I am exhausted, i was very teary leaving yesterday, as i felt i was leaving 'my safety area' my area of being comfortable when i was very vulnerable and able to speak out my emotions.

I haven't done much todya, just the very basic house cleaning and I;m done, i am so tired. I did see my GP yesterday late afternoon and he couldn't believe how wxhausted I looked. Because of the certain meds i amm on my psych conrtacted the CAT team to call me as he wanted to make sure I was okay. They called me last night late and justed chekced i was okay.

Gee, i hope this tiredness goes away. i have to go back to work on Tuesday, i hope i can. i have decided i am onlhy working 3 days and not 4 next week as i need to ease myself into work. but right now i can't even think about work.

My beautiful grand daughter is a month old today. she is gorgeous and growing. i just saw her before. she fills me with so much love. she keeps me going.

i am so mixed with feelings and emotions at the moment.

anyway i better go, i don't know what else to write at the moment, really struggling with my fatigue\

hope you are all well,

BB xxxooo