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Thank you @outlander. I just did my weekly call to members of my family. I actually got through and not a soul wished me good luck for tomorrow and happy birthday for Friday. I am beginning to (dare I say it) despise them.

hmm not very family like! @Queenie well im wishing you luck for tomorrow and i hope they call on friday for you. ill remember

Thanks @outlander. I wish they'd treat me like a normal human being. Next year I would like to have a big party as I turn 40, but in hindsight, I have very few (like 5) people who'd actually turn up. Oh well, more cake for me!

Well folks, just a brief fly-through visit from me tonight as I have a headache and a sore ankle (I rolled it when I was in respite and now it is really painful). One of my assignments is I have to keep a diary unpacking my 'baggage'. It is interesting to get to identify your triggers, beliefs, prejudices, strengths and weaknesses. I have to write a daily entry for one month. Wish me luck!

Day one of the rest of my life is over. I'm exhausted emotionally and physically, but I am doing okay. I haven't yet divulged I have a mental health condition and don't intend to unless it becomes an issue.

I've crashed sort of. I forgot to take one my antipsychotics for two days. Stupid me. Now all I want to do is sleep. I'm supposed to be writing a massive assignment due on February 3, but I am taking a mental health day I think. Can't take too many of those though or I'll be perceived as lazy.

Thanks, @outlander. I've achieved hardly anything today as I've just been too exhausted to care much. I've slept the whole day away and only woke up at 5:30 pm. I remembered to take my tablets today, but man I'm wrecked!