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See, that's just the thing. They don't love me @outlander. They told their mother that just a few weeks ago. I overheard the conversation. My Mrs response was to tell them that's okay, they don't have to love me, but just to be nice to me anyway. I don't think I was supposed to hear. When they are here, I am never included in anything. I don't even have a place to sit at the table and I have to give up my seat in the living room to Boy Child, so I am not included. I sit in the kitchen with my back to them all, typing on my laptop.

oh @Queenie that is seriously heart breaking. that really is and i have no idea whatll help. that is so hard to hear, sht Q i am sorry.

Most of the time I am listening to music and crying @outlander. But I guess you can't force someone to love you, that's impossible (and I wouldn't want that anyway). I just try my best to be kind to them anyway, despite their feelings towards me.

have you spoke to your mrs about it @Queenie

they could just be abit confused and not sure what to do as its like your the other one sort of thing. i do admit most of mums bfs ive been like that but never said it to anyone but after a while warmed up a little bit.

i do hope they change their attitude towards you though, your such a kind person, they just need to see that for themselves so maybe this trip will give them a chance to do that

I don't think I could ever talk to my Mrs about it @outlander. I don't think the kids have done anything wrong, you can help feelings. I'm not even referred to as a step parent, as they live with their other parent most of the time, so he is still around. I'm just called by my first name.

hugs @Queenie i wish i could come and give you a real hug and chill with you. your such a good person

You're a good person too @outlander. Don't ever forget that.

thanks @Queenie

Hello @Bunniekins and welcome to the dark spooky tunnel where there are bats living (otherwise called Queenie's thread). I think we need to redecorate the place what do you think?

@Yes we do!!!!!!