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I feel...

QueenieSenior Contributor25 Sept 2017, 10:10 pm AEST

I feel...

I feel desperately lonely yet, I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I don't belong in the 'Normal' world because I am tarred with the brush of mental ill health, yet because I've sort of stabilised now, I don't belong with my former peers either. I feel beige, uncoloured and boring with no emotion really even though if I had to say anything it is gutted. I feel trapped in a world I don't want and didn't ask for, yet whenever I try and break the shackles of failure, I am thrust back into the dark and reminded yet again of my failures (my Father is a constant person to remind me). I feel alone, even in a crowded room. I feel unheard, even if I am screaming loudly.

I guess I am just searching for something and not sure what.

Does anyone else feel beige?

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QueenieSenior Contributor06 Dec 2017, 10:17 pm AEDT

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Righto.... we need a floor. What kind of floors shall we have. We also need walls and a ceiling. Perhaps something bright and colourful, as it will shoo the bats away. 😄

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor06 Dec 2017, 10:18 pm AEDT

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@Queenie Queenie ... I would love a candy cane from my Dr Gorgeous ...

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QueenieSenior Contributor06 Dec 2017, 10:21 pm AEDT

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Dr Gorgeous sounds well, gorgeous! LOL Maybe suggest to him to give out candy canes. I think my doctor did it because he was given them from another patient, but, because he is diabetic himself, he cannot have sugary treats to handed them to his favourite patients.

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor06 Dec 2017, 10:24 pm AEDT

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@Queenie I think we should have Michaelago's David right in the middle of your cave! we can work around that. Let's make that the centre piece. What do you think?

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor06 Dec 2017, 10:27 pm AEDT

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I loved your Cistine Chapel look can we rip it off NikNik's ceiling and put it in your cave? Can we make your cave a museum?

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QueenieSenior Contributor06 Dec 2017, 10:27 pm AEDT

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Sure, with a well positioned candy cane on poor Dave @Bunniekins.

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor06 Dec 2017, 10:31 pm AEDT

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@yes that works for me if that works for you. You wil be living with David and his well positioned candy cane. I don't want to push my tastes onto you .... I can be a very pushy pea at times...

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QueenieSenior Contributor06 Dec 2017, 10:31 pm AEDT

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Here's an outfit I put on hapless Dave @Bunniekins. His candy cane isn't showing now.

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QueenieSenior Contributor06 Dec 2017, 10:34 pm AEDT

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Don't tell @Phoenix_Rising we are "borrowing" NikNik's ceiling, she might ask us to replace it hahaha!

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor06 Dec 2017, 10:35 pm AEDT

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@Queenie Oh bugger it hasn't come up yet ... stupid computer. I think because my computer is soooooo ooollllddd!

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