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@Queenie

how are you holding up?

I ended up having a nap for a few hours when the party finished. The Mrs and the kids watched a DVD, so they let me sleep. I still feel exhausted though so might go to bed early.

Thank you for thinking of me @outlander. I really appreciate your thoughtfulness.

@Queenieyour never far from my thoughts i do care very much for you. your so worthy of my time so please dont doubt that

i do hope you get some earlier sleep and feel abit more refreshed in the morning

have you got plans for tomorrow?

Tomorrow is another 7hr round trip via public transport to take the kids home again. Not looking forward to it.

oh dear @Queenie i do hope you go ok

It's all because their deadbeat Dad will not pick them up. One child has a cold and we have to travel in torrential rain. It is going to be interesting @outlander!

ahh one of those fathers @Queenie bugger! have a safe trip! esp since its raining!

how are you going @Queenie

Hey @outlander (love the new avatar btw), I've been suffering from acute exhaustion in the past few days. Yesterday was the Mrs' birthday so we were out all day. All I want to do is sleep all the time, but I never wake refreshed. Today is a difficult day as it is the 10th anniversary of my best friend's death by suicide. Instead of tears, I just feel even more exhausted.

I've discussed things with the Mrs and respite isn't an option as well have far too much on until the New Year and then, even more things next year with college and holidays in between.

I don't know what I should be feeling but it is close to cracking point.