RE: Darkness surrounds me

Thanks @CheerBear. I plan on staying in here all night if possible. I can't handle the real world tonight, this is so much easier

@Former-MemberYour happy place sure looks nice, and as @CheerBear has said, even better with a fire and hot chocolate. I can sit with you a while if you like; we don't have to talk. Just hold the hot chocolate to keep us warm, and stare into the fire.

Hopefull one day @CheerBear i will be able to see it in my mind too.

Thanks @Sans911 I can't deal with real world tonight, this is easier, safer, better

I am back in my happy place, i shouldn;t have left now I don;t feel safe

@outlander

@Former-MemberI am sorry, it wasn't my intention to make you feel unsafe. That's the last thing I wanted to do.Is there anything you can do to make yourself safe, some distraction?

Please, please, please, @Sans911 do not blame yourself at all. It is nothing to do with you at all. This is all my fault, I should have jsut stayed here for the night and not ventrued out.

You are too caring Sans

Please believe me @Sans911 when I say this is not your fault at all. If anything you have been there for me in the short time that I have been coming here and have helped me so much already.

Tonight was totally my fault, NOT YOURS. I felt unsafe before hand and had nothing to do with you.

And yes I am going to keep tagging you until you answer me back becasue I want to know that you are ok too

I'm not going anywhere until you answer me @Sans911. You know I don't sleep much, I can stay up late!

@Former-MemberI am ok, not entirely happy with the outcome, but I accept that is the risk we take when trying to help someone. I care about the people I come into contact with, even in this little forum land of anonymous people who are not really that anonymous. They are people with real flesh and blood, real emotions and feelings, and real, deep, vunerable emotional pains. I will need to lick my own wounds for a while, I may go quiet for a bit, but never fear, I will still be around. Just please don't stop reaching out on these forums, keep searching for help, some days will be better than others, some moments will be better. You are a worthwhile person, Nell, and you matter a great deal in this big wide world.