RE: Darkness surrounds me

@Former-Member reabove msg to Sans

i just want what is best for you, i dont know that for sure but alot of people get overwhelmed with too much information and mixed msgs. im still happy to sit here an contribute if thats what you would like me to do but i want to make sure its not too much for you

@Zoe7I truely hope that you are right and I do wish for that, that if I am having a hard day than he can step in and support me. I don't think I will ever be able to tell him exactly what happened (that is all stored in my head), but I wont tell anyone ever exactly what happened.

Thanks @Zoe7 for you kind words of wisdom and for your thoughts tomorrow

im happy to jump back in if you like @Former-Member i jsut didnt want things getting overwhelming for you

you can always come join a few of us talking girl gross stuff on the surgury thread if you would like 🙂

@outlanderplease never feel that your words are any less than anybody else here. I am keeping up with everybodys comments fine and would say something if I wasn't.

ok @Former-Member

come join us over there then, feel free to add in your gross stuff too

Hey @Former-Member this is my last post for a while as I need to be on my own for a little while - I know you get that!

I will never tell anyone ALL of what happened for me either - it is to much and too hard (and quite frankly it would read like a horror story over nearly 20 years). So I do ABSOLUTELY get why you would not want to 'talk' about 'stuff' (or can't). You have one amazingly positive thing on your side though @Former-Member - you have someone with you that you trust, who loves you and is with you - and you have built that 'despite' what you have had to endure - that is the epitome of courage for me Nell

thanks @Zoe7 for those words. You cartainly have a way with words and write from the heart.

I understand that you you need your own time and when you come back if I can support and encourage you in any way just like you have done for me tonight, I am happy to. Take care sweet Zoe, you will also be in my thoughts.