RE: Darkness surrounds me

I knew it was going to upset you @Former-Member i wish i knew that convo was coming up but it caught me so off guard i didn't know what to say.
Hugs to you too, please stay as safe as you can. Ill be around so if you need me do tag me even if its just to sit ok.
Im headed to do the morning rounds now then ill prob crash or go to medical centre. I shouldnt be cleanig paddocks with this pain but if idont i get in shite for it. Thats what the phone call was this morning

💜 @Former-Member .....

@Former-Member logging off for a bit hun. Take care please. I'm sorry yesterday was such a rubbish day. Catch up with you later today

I know it was and you dont have to defend yourself ❤❤ @Former-Member ive been in that spot where ive thought i was ignored too and make me feel like shite but then i read back and realise its not they are ignoring they are having a tough time or hanging around those they 'connect' with the most and thats ok. Been on the other side where having to defend too. It can be really upsetting Dont stress over it ok, its sorted now ok ❤

Yeah im heading out now. Im.not cleaning anymore paddocks. It got to the point now where i put the injurer horse back out. Staples are out and healed up she can go out so i did and i barged straight past those bullies this morning. Ive told mum to take my sister down this arvo and clean the rest of the paddock. Its not even my friggin horse and im the one constantly getting in trouble cause i didnt go there that day or twice a day.
Anyway better head off. Will be a quick trip this morning. Prob only half hr then im coming home

@Nell23🤗 hiya.

Hi hun how is your day going? @Sans911

@Former-Member - I just posted on my thread hun, which you just liked! SNAP!

How are you doing now? I know you're having some difficult days.

@Sans911 yesterday was soooooo hard. If you have time u will tell you about it. Realisation it hard big time 😔