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RE: Darkness surrounds me
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I hope you had a ride on for the 2 acres @Former-Member 😮
You must be fit. That's still hard work 40-60 mins mowing, plus a walk.
I don't like walking in the heat, yes it is draining
Went for walk late last night at beach, where it's well lit and lots of people around. Was cooler then.
Amyway, I haven't done much, but feel dopey after sleep med at 3am. Was desperate to sleep. Had a little bit
You must be fit. That's still hard work 40-60 mins mowing, plus a walk.
I don't like walking in the heat, yes it is draining
Went for walk late last night at beach, where it's well lit and lots of people around. Was cooler then.
Amyway, I haven't done much, but feel dopey after sleep med at 3am. Was desperate to sleep. Had a little bit
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Unknown userMember
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Not really @Former-Member,could hardly walk this morning,cleaning ceilings past two days and sore in shoulders,plus I had iron infusion at drs week before last,but think I'm still low, have a blood test next week to see if it's normal but I don't feel at this stage it is.Im stupid walking in the heat,worse thing the sun's up in the late afternoon too.Before I moved I used to walk at 430 am.Miss that.Love to see the beach at night,I walk in state forests.
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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IN THE DARKNESS AGAIN
how the hell do i get out of this
what did i do so wrong to derserve this life
all the abuse
all the trama
all the shame
all the hate
i hate myself so much, i hate me , my life, and everything that i have gone through.
i hate it.
i was born into this world with voilence straight away. i was born into this world hated already. was i born into this world to suffer all this pain. to suffer all this trama and hatered. why was i meant to have a life like this. WHY.WHy
was i born into this world to suffer all this pain. is that the reason i was born. to suffer. and suffer some more.
all the shame that has built up, all the hatred, all the hurt, all the pain. was i meant to suffer like this. why does this have to be my life. why was i the one that had to suffer and be in pain. why.
why was i the one pick out of this world to be damaged and broken
i was beaten , i was abused, i feel shame, ifeel hurt, i feel pain,
i hate all of this
i hate having mental health shit
i hate that i live this life
i hate everything about me
the end
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Former-Membergetting worried about you, can you please check in
missing you and still sitting with you 
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member I'm also very worried about you, please just like this post if you can't respond.
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Unknown userMember
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@Sans911 @outlander
I cant even fail properly 😔😔😔
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Aww @Former-Member hugs
Do you want to talk about it?
Do you want to talk about it?
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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And your not a failure. Your trying your heart out
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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💜💜💜 @Former-Member .....
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member hugs sweetheart. Thank you for checking in
