RE: Darkness surrounds me

I'll be ok @Sans911, you need to worry about yourself not me. It's too late for ice anyway. P

Ok, it's just all a build up to Wednesday @Sans911. To make others happy I have to go through hell. I don't think I can do it.

Yes😕 But it's ok, it's not bad @Faith-and-Hope

Hi @Former-Member

I’m sorry to hear how difficult things are. It’s great that you have reached out for support here on the Forums and thank you @Sans911, @Faith-and-Hope and @outlander for being here.

It’s important to talk to someone if you’re having thoughts of SH and SI. Is there someone you can talk to today? You can also call one of the following numbers to talk things through:

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Beyondblue: 1300 22 4636 or web chat

If in immediate danger: 000

From your post, it sounds like you’ve had these thoughts. Is there something that has helped in the past?

Although the Forums are not a crisis service, you are welcome to continue posting here for support, but please don’t forget the above numbers are available if you need them.

Yes @Faith-and-Hope and @Sans911

thanks for saying it when I cant.

He knows other things are going on, and keeps saying he wants to know.he says he can't sleep properly, or think properly because of me.

so to put his mind at ease and let him in I have to tell him my darkest secret. It is tearing me apart.

i am so lost, I got no words

Thanks @Former-Member i will ring if needed