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RE: Darkness surrounds me
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SaharaSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member,
please do not feel ashamed of feeling unwell... it isn't your fault. Anyone can get sick with a mental illness. Would you like to call someone and talk things over?
You can try Suicide Call Back Service on 1300 659 467
I have heard that they are compassionate.
Have you got someone who can take you to see a doctor today?
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Unknown userMember
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Thanks @Faith-and-Hope I know you are always there
@Sans911I've rang Blue Knot before, I guess I could give them another call
I know I am not coping, I'm shutting everyone in my life out and I have lost control of everything. I won't tell you what I did this morning but I hate myself for it. I just don't understand why it's not getting better.
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Unknown userMember
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@SaharaI saw my doctor on Monday, it went terrible, I am not going back, I have been trying to llok for a new one that understand MI.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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I don't know if it would help but could you write to your 14yo self, tell her that you are sorry for what happened, that she wasn't responsible and did nothing wrong but trusted someone who abused that trust. Tell her she is still very much loved. She is not damaged or broken. She is beautiful & whole, and is loved by you. It might help you at this time
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Unknown userMember
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I know I am not allowed to talk about what I did on here and I don't know the outcome of it yet.
The 14yo old isn't the worse of it, it's the 9yo that is hurting, but I could try writing a letter to her. It is the same thing just a different person.
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member.can help guide you too.