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RE: Darkness surrounds me
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I knew I shouldn't have let myself fall asleep last night, damm it. I can't do this anymore. Done done done. I want out of my brain.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope Morning too if you're awake? How are you all? I am still suffering blurred vision from what I rook. It's going to take a while to settle
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Morning @Sans911 yeah been awake since about 5am. You are awake way too early for WA time!! Besides the blurry vision how are you feeling
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member I've lost a bit of the brightness and hope that I had when I came out of the respite centre. I'm just really dissapointed I've been in therapy of some sort, taken ad's, done everything people tell me to do, and I feel no better, if not worse. Of course my case manager disagrees. I just feel defeated today. And been crying a lot, which is unusual for for me.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Sans911 @Former-Member ❤❤
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@outlander Morning lil Sis. How are you doing/feeling? I need a hug today although I might drown you in a flood of tears.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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We have buckets for that @Sans911
Come here *opens arms to offer hugs* ill give you a big hug for as long as you like. If that means all day i just sit with you then i will ❤❤
Same for you too @Former-Member ❤❤
Come here *opens arms to offer hugs* ill give you a big hug for as long as you like. If that means all day i just sit with you then i will ❤❤
Same for you too @Former-Member ❤❤
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@Sans911 I guess you feel like everytime something good happens you go back to square one or even worse. I can understand that, and it must feel extremely disheartening for you. It feels like why bother because it's not helping hey? I just hope after the other day that they recognise that you need so much support around you and you deserve that support. Cry away Hun, let all those tears out, nothing wrong with that. Think I've cried more in the last few days than I have in the last year!
Is there anything you have to do today? Can you just rest? I know you were booked in somewhere for this weekend, it that still happening?❤️
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Morning @outlander how are you today?
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member My retreat is actually next weekend, which is a shame. I have to see my GP today is the only thing I need to do. I've been looking at my discharge report get from the hospital, and boy did they get it wrong. I mean they have taken it leterslky the amount I took, which truthfully I took 5x more than that. The thing that makes me cross is that they assumed I had alcohol on board! WTF. I don't know know where they get these ideas from, because I remember the conversations I had with the ambos & medical staff. It just makes me think next time I'll get in my car and go hide in the bush somewhere I can't be found. My health care/mental health files are full of so may holes and inaccuracies. It makes me look so much worse than what I am.
