Bubbles3Senior Contributor
Someone help me
Im so agitated and i cant stop shaking. I dont know whats wrong with me. I dont know what to do.
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Someone help me
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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Im sorry everyone. But please dont ignore me
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CheerBearSenior Contributor
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Hey @Bubbles3. The weekends can be a bit quieter around here sometimes, particularly during the day (I think anyway, but maybe that's just when I've logged on). It doesn't mean people are ignoring you. You also don't have to be sorry for feeling down at all. People understand.
What are you up to today?
What are you up to today?
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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i just feel so lost today @CheerBear. i dont kow what to do with myself today
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Hi @Bubbles3
I think i can understand what you're experiencing. I have had a lot go on in my life.. and things have been getting supposedly 'better' or more settled on the surface of things... or from how people view it all from outside. but i feel like there is so much missing from my life, so much that is unattainable for me and the life i have is not one that i would have envisaged for myself at the age i am now... so not to make this about me, just how i can kind of relate...
Im ok at 'faking it' i guess, and try to tell myself that even though it feels fake, i'm 'doing' it and so its actually not 'fake'. lol how my mind works in circles! I am ok at the things i do, but i never feel it's 'enough'... im kind of wondering if you might be a little bit similar in that you are 'doing' - despite feeling awful and struggling - but also like me - not able to give yourself much credit for it at the moment. Depression is awful and i can think back to times where have been having the worst thoughts that seemed absolutely and completely true! There was no way anyone could argue with what i felt and believed because I just KNEW it was true. and now looking back im not even quite sure where it came from... depression's voice is so strong... not sure if any of this is helpful or relateable to you, ignore if its unhelpful...
I think i can understand what you're experiencing. I have had a lot go on in my life.. and things have been getting supposedly 'better' or more settled on the surface of things... or from how people view it all from outside. but i feel like there is so much missing from my life, so much that is unattainable for me and the life i have is not one that i would have envisaged for myself at the age i am now... so not to make this about me, just how i can kind of relate...
Im ok at 'faking it' i guess, and try to tell myself that even though it feels fake, i'm 'doing' it and so its actually not 'fake'. lol how my mind works in circles! I am ok at the things i do, but i never feel it's 'enough'... im kind of wondering if you might be a little bit similar in that you are 'doing' - despite feeling awful and struggling - but also like me - not able to give yourself much credit for it at the moment. Depression is awful and i can think back to times where have been having the worst thoughts that seemed absolutely and completely true! There was no way anyone could argue with what i felt and believed because I just KNEW it was true. and now looking back im not even quite sure where it came from... depression's voice is so strong... not sure if any of this is helpful or relateable to you, ignore if its unhelpful...
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CheerBearSenior Contributor
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Hi again @Bubbles3. I dozed off for a moment - not feeling 100% and think I'm fighting off some of my kids bugs at the moment. (I just wanted you to know that so you didn't think I was ignoring you).
I hope it helps to be around the forum and to know that you're not alone with your feelings. Being on the forum probably won't fix your problems (though it would be awesome), but I've found it helps me to be able to share how I'm feeling with people who get it. It also helps me to have some company while I am going through hard times, and it's a great distraction sometimes too.
I hope it helps to be around the forum and to know that you're not alone with your feelings. Being on the forum probably won't fix your problems (though it would be awesome), but I've found it helps me to be able to share how I'm feeling with people who get it. It also helps me to have some company while I am going through hard times, and it's a great distraction sometimes too.
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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well today.... my hubby is back at work so i have the kids to myself today with no help...........please help me god.
i hope i do ok. i hope i dont have a melt down and start crying over nothing.
the kids dont need to see that. im going to try my best today.
iv had a shower to feshen myself up....which i havent donne in a long time ( i mean in the morning ) so hopefully that helps.
im still trying to wake myself up with heaps of coffees and have had my med so waiting for them to kick in.
already the kids are getting very loud........ and really all i want is peace and quite. but im stuck with them for today. tomorrow they are going up to there grandmas so that will be good.
dont get me wrong .......i love my kids.... but going through this med change ...it just makes my life even harder with the kids around. i need time to settle my head and keep calm.
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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i dont even know why i bother
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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Morning @Bubbles3
That is really great you managed to have a shower this morning and that is helping you feel a bit more fresh good start to the day.
All you can is take one thing at a time today, so take each hour as it comes.
I am sure the kids are excited to be spending the day with you on school holidays and a bit loud, what time will you head down to the library?
Lunar 🙂
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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we will head down soon @Former-Member, im just waiting for my meds to kick in coz iim so anxous about going. but while im there ill be doing some studying while the kids are picking out and looking at books. hopefully it goes smooth. the kids have already started about going but im not ready to go yet.
