Someone help me

Hey @Bubbles3 I've sent you an email, I'll send you another one to follow up

There is a point @Bubbles3. You are important and do matter. Please don't see that there are guidelines are there to make it harder for you. There is so much support here for you. It's just tough when you are starting out and lots of it feels overwhelming. I know when I started I broke guidelines and felt really crappy about myself over it. I now see it as a really important part of being here and it helps to have boundaries to be safe in for all of us including me. I understand when you are on edge just clutching trying to find a way though. I've called out for help in the past in so many different ways when I hurt so much. The hardest part is that I often did looking for a magic wand just to make me feel better at the time. I'm not sure if this helps but I wanted you to make sure you know you matter and that there is support here for you. Take care and go gently. 💐

another day, same shit

here i go again

i always feel like there is something missing in my life,........ but i have kids.....i have a hubby......i have pets....... i have a roof over my head and food in the cubboard.

so whats missing

i dont know. there something missing inside of me. i feel deep pain and sadness that wont go away. i feel great sadness and the depression wont go away. i havee everything i want right infront of me but its still not good enough. what about me. i miss the old me . the happy me...... not that i was ever truley happy. i want to fell content and safe from me .

i want to be happy and play with my kids. i want to be happy and do thing around the house like a normal wife and mother does. but i just cant. im stuck. im stuck in this little world and i cant get out of it.

im so sorry for everyone listening to some of my stuff all the time. i hope everyone can forgive me