Someone help me

dear @Bubbles3, putting the kids in front of a movie, whilst you clean or take time out for yourself really helps. But checking on the kids every now and again is good, and taking them some nutritious snacks or drinks.

When I was unwell after my brother died, I put my baby in childcare from 4 months old and it really helped, I got the respite then from 7am- 5pm. That really helped me and because my child had no siblings, she got to play with other kids too and learn.

I cannot take those formative years back in my child's life, but I wish I'd gone on medication earlier. Though it took me about 7 medications, before I found the right one for me dear lovely @Bubbles3. So It can be trial and error. But keep persevering and everything will work out.

you know i just sit here. my head is spinning and i cant stop it. i want everything to stop but it wont. nothing will slosttop. the pain is to much. hubby home now and i still dont know what to do with myself. i feel so lost. i hate it. i dot k ow what to do with myself. hubby is going to clean the house for me, which makes me feel so bad. i feel so suicidal. i wish i wasnt here. its all to hard. talking on here is great but it doesnt change anything. i want my new med to start working so im not in this pain. kelly is with me and she makes me feel even more sad.

Hey @Bubbles3,

Everything will work out. Stay positive my friend. Tell your Doctor if the medication is not working.

God has a plan for your life, to prosper you and give you hope and a future it says in scripture luv. Try not to have suicidal thoughts. I was told when I was feeling suicidal, that it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, and that snapped me out of it. I now tell myself ' my body is the temple of God. Job was one Biblical character who felt like that but he overcame with God.