MDTSenior Contributor
sick of this sh*t
wasting my time is something i am really good at
i hate myself
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sick of this sh*t
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soulSenior Contributor
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It's pretty lame at times and you have to decide what games you want to participate in. Sometimes it helps to have a goal in sight and work towards that @MDT.
Let the cr*p wash over you not on you.
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MDTSenior Contributor
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i just left the thing
bad idea to go
but i guess i know now
im just lonely, sad and upset that i ever had aspirations in the first place... im going around in circles
bad idea to go
but i guess i know now
im just lonely, sad and upset that i ever had aspirations in the first place... im going around in circles
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MDTSenior Contributor
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i feel so fed up
i feel like ive aged
i feel like ive wasted my youth
i feel like ive gotten nowhere in my life
im actually so fed up i just dont care...
i feel like ive aged
i feel like ive wasted my youth
i feel like ive gotten nowhere in my life
im actually so fed up i just dont care...
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MDTSenior Contributor
Re: sick of this sh*t
tempted to just kick it here actually...
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TABSenior Contributor
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..so you're punishing yourself because you didn't go to something that you already said that you weren't up to today? @MDT
.. give yourself a break.. try to take time out , be kind to yourself
.. give yourself a break.. try to take time out , be kind to yourself
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Unknown userMember
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Hey @MDT I'm guessing that networking night was a bust. I hate networking nights, they are really disheartening, especially for shy, introverted or socially anxious people. Like it's more who you know than what you know. Sounds to me like this week you've taken a lot of hits. Really sorry about how the job and tonight worked out.
It's so frustrating to want to start your life but there's just no straightforward, reliable firsstep.
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soulSenior Contributor
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It's not a bad thing to have aspirations @MDT. You're only very young. Don't be so hard on yourself. So you're nearly finished your degree. Would you consider further study?
As for friends, do you keep in touch with anyone from high school? Any sports or interests that you have where you can meet people? Other students that you may have done group work with?
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MDTSenior Contributor
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i went because i feel like i have to or else i will get nowhere in life at all... im sick of feeling regret over my career hopes
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MDTSenior Contributor
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I agree. I hate it because I know I have potential but there is massive block in my way called 'anxiety and depression' and its too exhausting to break through it.. I keep hitting failure because of it and I'm just sick of trying. People say I'm spoiled for choice and have it good which I do but it's useless when you have this mental health stuff.... i hate so much... everyone and myself... then people say im 'too cynical' and that i have to 'cheer up'... it's just insulting
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MDTSenior Contributor
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i struggle so much to rekindle old friendships and i have been trying my best to branch out but im just on my own all the time...
i just tried to speak to mum and dad about it but its too hard... i feel like they think im some sort of psychotic nutbag
i wish i had the confidence people think i must have... i simply dont... i'm just some freak, tall scrawny looking dork and no matter what i do (even 6 months at gym) people just think this about me regardless. Everyone does. I'm sick of it. I know there's no proof of it but it's evident in what people say to me and what they think (you can tell what people think based on what they say)
i just tried to speak to mum and dad about it but its too hard... i feel like they think im some sort of psychotic nutbag
i wish i had the confidence people think i must have... i simply dont... i'm just some freak, tall scrawny looking dork and no matter what i do (even 6 months at gym) people just think this about me regardless. Everyone does. I'm sick of it. I know there's no proof of it but it's evident in what people say to me and what they think (you can tell what people think based on what they say)
