MDTSenior Contributor
sick of this sh*t
wasting my time is something i am really good at
i hate myself
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sick of this sh*t
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MDTSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member that link is awesome ! I will definitely sign up for this program.
You've just added an idea to my pool of thoughts for next year @Former-Member so thank you very much 🙂 🙂 🙂
And yes you are right, it isn't the end of the world. It's just that it solves a hell of a lot of problems for me in the short term (money, experience and social life). So I really do hope I get it. But yes, I need to prepare for the worst.
My 'career' at this point is vague. I guess in the final months of my degree i need to muster all the forces i can to finish 'well'. That was my goal at the start of the year anyway.
What did you study in your undergrad?
You've just added an idea to my pool of thoughts for next year @Former-Member so thank you very much 🙂 🙂 🙂
And yes you are right, it isn't the end of the world. It's just that it solves a hell of a lot of problems for me in the short term (money, experience and social life). So I really do hope I get it. But yes, I need to prepare for the worst.
My 'career' at this point is vague. I guess in the final months of my degree i need to muster all the forces i can to finish 'well'. That was my goal at the start of the year anyway.
What did you study in your undergrad?
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Unknown userMember
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You don't need to know what your career will be just yet - wait till you get out in the job market and see what you like?
Kinda like, at the start of year 12 did you have any real idea what 3rd year uni would be like? Things are always different from what you imagine and you might find yourself loving something totally different to what you originally imagined.
My undergrad was in Prehistoric Archaeology and Medical Science. Quite possibly THE MOST useless degree anyone could ever do. But I really enjoyed it!
I generally just hope to finish the semester, let alone doing it well!!! *struggling* 😢
Kinda like, at the start of year 12 did you have any real idea what 3rd year uni would be like? Things are always different from what you imagine and you might find yourself loving something totally different to what you originally imagined.
My undergrad was in Prehistoric Archaeology and Medical Science. Quite possibly THE MOST useless degree anyone could ever do. But I really enjoyed it!
I generally just hope to finish the semester, let alone doing it well!!! *struggling* 😢
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MDTSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member
You are exactly right. No idea yet.
Most degrees work that way I think. It's really a question of what you make of it. I guess I'm just not satisfied with the conventional lifestyle.. more interested in seeing what's out in the world.. anxiety permitting..
I imagine you'll be fine.
I finish at the end of this semester too so I can relate to the fear of wanting to do well.
You know something I always remember is that I never thought I would end up at this uni. I remember thinking that I should just give up on any hopes I had back in year 12.
Whether it was fate or luck I dunno, but I did end up here. I dunno if I can mention the specific uni due to SANE Forum rules but yeh.. let's just say I didn't get the marks I needed... but I just worked my way up into my degree now by doing something else I thought was interesting.. so my whole time here has been like that.. now as it draws to a close i can look back and only be happy with what has happened. I made it. I might get a bit emotional on graduation day at the ceremony because of that haha.
I think it has also taught me the value of perseverance and tennacity. As well as embracing the unknown. Hard lessons for someone with mental health but then that's how it goes I suppose.
You are exactly right. No idea yet.
Most degrees work that way I think. It's really a question of what you make of it. I guess I'm just not satisfied with the conventional lifestyle.. more interested in seeing what's out in the world.. anxiety permitting..
I imagine you'll be fine.
I finish at the end of this semester too so I can relate to the fear of wanting to do well.
You know something I always remember is that I never thought I would end up at this uni. I remember thinking that I should just give up on any hopes I had back in year 12.
Whether it was fate or luck I dunno, but I did end up here. I dunno if I can mention the specific uni due to SANE Forum rules but yeh.. let's just say I didn't get the marks I needed... but I just worked my way up into my degree now by doing something else I thought was interesting.. so my whole time here has been like that.. now as it draws to a close i can look back and only be happy with what has happened. I made it. I might get a bit emotional on graduation day at the ceremony because of that haha.
I think it has also taught me the value of perseverance and tennacity. As well as embracing the unknown. Hard lessons for someone with mental health but then that's how it goes I suppose.
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MDTSenior Contributor
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i feel really depressed atm
so im gonna have a nap
next year is haunting me and i am really unhappy at the moment
so im gonna have a nap
next year is haunting me and i am really unhappy at the moment
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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hugs @MDTits just one of those days hey
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MDTSenior Contributor
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pretty much @outlander
seems to be a lot of them lately 😕
seems to be a lot of them lately 😕
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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me too @MDT
all these tests and things are starting to get to me again i think
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MDTSenior Contributor
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Actually feel like giving up
hate this...
i have no money and have to rely on my parents... its depressing as and i hate it because i hate being reliant on others...
then i have graduation at the end of the year and im fucked if i dont get a graduate offer..
wasted all my time at uni and didnt network so its all over..
i dont wanna go back into uni because i dont wanna rack up more hecs debt..
everyone around me is going fine and doing better in life..
im just some 23 year old loser.. i hate the way i look and act and everytime gives me shit i cant help but agree with it.. because its an apt description..
people have wasted enough on me and enough time..
hate this...
i have no money and have to rely on my parents... its depressing as and i hate it because i hate being reliant on others...
then i have graduation at the end of the year and im fucked if i dont get a graduate offer..
wasted all my time at uni and didnt network so its all over..
i dont wanna go back into uni because i dont wanna rack up more hecs debt..
everyone around me is going fine and doing better in life..
im just some 23 year old loser.. i hate the way i look and act and everytime gives me shit i cant help but agree with it.. because its an apt description..
people have wasted enough on me and enough time..
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MDTSenior Contributor
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@outlander @Sans911 @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope
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Unknown userMember
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I take it you need to chat to someone @MDT,please don't give mate,that is SC ,you are so close to graduation.I know it's hard I barely have money in my pocket due to no job and like yesterday at the Drs,have to defend why f ***** antidepressants won't help because it's my f**** of a loser life.You are not a loser @Hamsolo, because you have gave it a go and your parents love you enough to support you .
