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not coping

outlanderSenior Contributor04 Aug 2017, 8:11 pm AEST

not coping

im not coping

i cant handle all of these things

besides my mental health deteriorating so dramatically, and my physicall health floating up the creek

and now within the past few hours

my great grandmother now is in a nursing home and they dont know how long she has left and to make thigns worse i think i have to put my beleoved horse down.

we just had vets out and spend the last 4 hours trying to save my horse. its been 2 hours and went back to check on her and its not looking good.

not good at all 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞

i dont know what to do or how to feel, im a complete mess 😞

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor16 Sept 2020, 4:51 pm AEST

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Thank you @outlander for being forgivving of my lack of knowledge xxx

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outlanderSenior Contributor16 Sept 2020, 4:52 pm AEST

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ive been seeing the treating team for about 2 yrs to try alot of other options but none have been successful so its coming down to the harder options now @Former-Member
it took me nearly a yr to actually get into them to start with. i see them every 3-6 months depending on the treatment and how long they take to work/if having dreadful side effects etc but usually its around a 2-3 month wait. i dont want to cancel it though.

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outlanderSenior Contributor16 Sept 2020, 4:53 pm AEST

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thank you @Anastasia i dont know what tomorrow will bring

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outlanderSenior Contributor16 Sept 2020, 4:53 pm AEST