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not coping

outlanderSenior Contributor04 Aug 2017, 8:11 pm AEST

not coping

im not coping

i cant handle all of these things

besides my mental health deteriorating so dramatically, and my physicall health floating up the creek

and now within the past few hours

my great grandmother now is in a nursing home and they dont know how long she has left and to make thigns worse i think i have to put my beleoved horse down.

we just had vets out and spend the last 4 hours trying to save my horse. its been 2 hours and went back to check on her and its not looking good.

not good at all 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞

i dont know what to do or how to feel, im a complete mess 😞

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outlanderSenior Contributor27 Aug 2020, 7:25 pm AEST

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i know @Snowie im really missing her 😞 i hope she will check in very soon. i know its tough for her to try and be here but i selfishly really want her around more again

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Eve7Senior Contributor27 Aug 2020, 7:30 pm AEST

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Hi @outlander it sounds like the Dr took my notice of you today which is good. I hope your scan is clear but better to be sure.

💙🧡

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jem80Senior Contributor27 Aug 2020, 7:30 pm AEST

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@outlander

Thinking of you tonight and having a virtual cuppa tea with you.

Hopefully things will give you some answers.

sending you hugs

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outlanderSenior Contributor27 Aug 2020, 7:36 pm AEST

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thanks @Eve7
how are you going?

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outlanderSenior Contributor27 Aug 2020, 7:36 pm AEST

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thanks @jem80 nice to see you popping up
hows things for you?

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SnowieSenior Contributor27 Aug 2020, 7:40 pm AEST

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Can understand that hun and I selfishly really want here her too. Will just keep her in my thoughts just like I do for you 💕 @outlander

Evening @jem80 @Eve7 @Anastasia @NatureLover too, hope your nights are going ok

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Eve7Senior Contributor27 Aug 2020, 7:41 pm AEST

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I am ok now thanks @outlander but this morning was a bit rough and I slipped up.

im sorry but that’s what I do sometimes.

How are you now?

💜💙💜

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outlanderSenior Contributor27 Aug 2020, 7:44 pm AEST

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@Snowie

have you got much on tomorrow?

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outlanderSenior Contributor27 Aug 2020, 7:45 pm AEST

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oh dear @Eve7 at least youve kind of accepted its happened and movin on from it now.
can i just check that you dont meed any medical attention though?

im still feeling really quite sick and headachy. i cant get rid of it. at the drs earlier my bp was at 150/110 but went down to 146/100 on the second time.

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jem80Senior Contributor27 Aug 2020, 7:49 pm AEST

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@Snowie @outlander

I have been busy studying today.

I finally got out of the house and went for a walk to get exercise and did the shopping at the same time.

I have been doing lots of online zoom meetings and online study so I have been taking breaks from the computer by watching some online YouTube videos and some tv series on Stan.

I cooked some lovely kanagaroo sausages. A nice treat and a change in diet from some of the takeaway food I have been ordering. Lots of veggies and topped with gravy.

I bought raisin loaf from Bakers Delight to get some fresh breaky treat.

Having a lovely night awaiting for my online order from Woolworths to show up at my door step.

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