not coping

i dont know how it can change @tyme

How about start with: What do you want it to be like? @outlander

Elaborate on what it is to have friends.

it would be nice to be able to have someone to come to the movies with or out to lunch or another activity @tyme

it would be nice to have someone that i can go im having a really bad day today do you want to come to the coffee shop or something else as a distraction

@outlander, you do not ruin things all the time, sometimes it can feel that way if you are feeling really low. Sending you lots of hugs and love 💖🫂

i really do @creative_writer anyone that comes into my life i always ruin the relationships some how. unless they have a need for me

I wonder if you are up to challenging that thought @outlander ? That thought that you ruin ALL your relationships.

It must be such a difficult thought to sit with on your own.

i dont know how to challange thisone @tyme

it seems to alwyas be proven @tyme through school, outside of school couldnt even keep friends with the same hobby!
and now loosing supports too. there doesnt seem to be any other reason except that its me and whatever im doing wrong

Let's start with this one here. I can't say you have 'ruin' the relationship between you and I here on the forums. I can't speak for others, but I appreciate the connection we share on the forums. @outlander In no way do I feel I don't want to talk to you (and no, it's not because it's my 'duty' to talk to you, because it's not).

I'm not sure you have the same feeling?

no i like talking to you @tyme i like the chats that we have