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not coping

outlanderSenior Contributor04 Aug 2017, 8:11 pm AEST

not coping

im not coping

i cant handle all of these things

besides my mental health deteriorating so dramatically, and my physicall health floating up the creek

and now within the past few hours

my great grandmother now is in a nursing home and they dont know how long she has left and to make thigns worse i think i have to put my beleoved horse down.

we just had vets out and spend the last 4 hours trying to save my horse. its been 2 hours and went back to check on her and its not looking good.

not good at all 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞

i dont know what to do or how to feel, im a complete mess 😞

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In response to: not coping

outlanderSenior Contributor29 Oct 2023, 9:28 pm AEDT

Re: not coping

thanks @tyme i might use the email if i i remember to!

its a tough journey thats for sure.

i have been in agony all day though and struggling with several symptoms. the heat makes one my my conditions flare up to the point it can make me pass out.

the cold makes another one flare so i can never win with the weather.

today was abit worse though, alot of pain and stuff so its reminding me i need to go for this treatment even though its alot