not coping

I dont think youve missed anything @Sans911 . None of my posts were removed or edited. I just dont trust people when they say Im safe. If they want to, they can get you for anything at all. And many of the regs are open to differences in interpretation.The way I see it is that if they dont want you around, they will find a way. And I gave them an avenue with alluding, etc. Past experience elsewhere dictates this lack of trust. Little use in me emailing. Im sure it will come in due course.

Hey there @Former-Member,

I'm not sure if I've understood correctly, but it sounds like you're really worried about your access to the forums being taken away, and feeling very uncertain you can trust feedback saying this is not the case. It's very true that a lot of the guidelines are open to interpretation, which is why you can ask Community Manager's for a review of a mod's decision through the team@saneforums.org email.

That's a horrible position to be in, to feel that your situation on the forums is precarious. I hope you can start to take on board that your access to the forums is not at risk of being taken away, if that is what you are being told 🌻

Yes I think you've understood @Former-Member 😔

And you're right its a really horrible way to feel. I've been waiting for the axe to fall since Saturday. Nobody has yet contacted me about an incident on the forums on the weekend, which involved myself and several others. I was expecting to receive a 'please explain' email from the managers today, but that hasnt happened as yet. So I have been imagining that they are meeting right now to determine the best way to tell me that I'm gone. Nobody, other than my own stupid head, has told me that. But due to past experience, my mind and body is definitely telling me that.

Although I've had other members tell me I said nothing wrong during the 'incident' .. that is not feeling like any consolation to me right now. I do genuinely feel that my position here is precarious and is at the whim of those in power.

Thank you for taking the time to try to reassure me. 🌺 Obviously time will tell.

brrrr that is cold @outlander

i think it was 18 degrees here last night and 28 degrees today @Former-Member , @Former-Member , @Sans911