when is it time for hospital

@Anony18@Former-Member

I had 3 hours sleep as per usual. This is what happenes when I dont have sleeping tablets 😞

@Former-Memberim glad to knw your watching outlander. Its one of my favourite books and tv series. And no I dont mind. Btw im nothing like her except bits and pieces of her looks surprisingly!
Your so cute, im glad your enoying that show Niqua
love you too

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thank you for reading my thread. Im sorry yout mother and family arent understanding either. It makes it hard and all this fuss now is making it worse. They take away your communications- do you live at home too or they take them from your house?
I guess if your over 18 its a crime as they technically havent got those rights as your over age... not really sure tbh. I couldnt get mine back at all they threw them out into the actual garbage bin then emptied more rubbish ontop of that bag so ther was no chance I was getting them back 😞

@CheerBear

@outlander - that is not good for your mental health. I hope you can get some proper rest soon.

OK so today was both good and bad but im so confused and the bad keeps outweighing the good. That never seems to change.
Im super confused about what to do and its so complicated , why cant it just be so muhc more simplier. Im hoping some of you loveley forum mebers can give me some sort of insight as to what to do. \

so I went to my gp today and I got frustrated and got abit defencisive though assertive so I was trying to be polite. She said she has spoken to my psychiatrist and both of them have agreed to the medication wanted to go on so now im on that- I havent had that conversation with mum and her bf yet so dont know how well thats going to go.
My gp and psychiatrist re working quite closley together which is good. The psych put a refferral to the local community health team which was fine but the psychologist that im assigned to is so arogant and im not going.
Apparently- this was part of the conversation between mums bf and the mh psych- which I didnt authorise! That mums bf and this psychologist get along and mums bf wants t come to a session with this psych. I said NO and my gp keeps trying to convince me to let him come to the initial- theres not a chance! And I dont see a reason. I got a bit defensive in this bit because I felt she wasnt listening and pushin too much. And I said well if he (mums bf ) wants to come to sesison then he can go by himself because im not going while hes there and also it would be on is own time and it would be for his own problems not mine. I get that the gp is trying to help me by getting mums bf allowed to come to a session and to understand what im going through but a lot of the things I talk about are quite personal and secretive so nope mums bf isnt coming and neither is my mother.
I dont see why they would need to come to a session I said and my gp said because theres a rapport there between mums bf and the mh psychologist and might listen to him about the medication.
I dont care what they think, I AM going onto medications as of tonight as I take them of a night time.

And if they throw them out well ill go get another script and keep them in my car, they want an update- heres there update- “ I seen mygp today and ive asked to go on medications and they gave them to me, dont bother throwing them out because ill just keep getting scripts”

this is the part of me that I ahte to come out but I think it needs to come out. Thye arent listening to me and im honeslt y over it.

They wanted a week to 'fix' me their way and guess what im still the freaking same!

ive also requested a female psychologist not a female and if i go through the mental health team its free plus i can stay with the sa counselor as they are separate mental health conditons

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