when is it time for hospital

Hi @outlander

I was watching over you as always - for whatever reason my computer got slow and irritating so I had to spend some time fixing that and gave it away for the day - it's okay now -

I am thinking the weekend could have been a lot bettter now - whether or not it is true in your case parties seem to me to be the time when everyone thinks it's time for another piss-up and as I imbibe very little I guess I am not very much fun at such an event and understand - however - I did raise a glass in your honour - your 21st birthday - and yes - you only get one of those and I remember my own -

That was back in a time when it was more orderly and I got engaged to be married that night - ah - well - if you are thinking that it's time for you to find a relationship you are probably right

So I believe you have been walking on the beach and that is wonderful - I need to do a bit of that myself soon - but I have new baby plants to care for right now - still it's nearly time to take a break -

Take care of yourself today - I hope you recover from the flashbacks and nightmares - they are bound to come up when least required - I have them myself but I can assure you they are becoming less overtimes

Thinking of you

Dec

hi @Owlunar

thank you for watching over, you and @Former-Member often watch over and Sans and Nell often sleep on either side of me.

all well birthdays over now and while there were hiccups it was ok, i wont dwell on the bad but rather remmber the good and i will alway remember my forum party here. ive been saving the pics as they come through. all the flowers ive recieved im imagining to be near the back door thingy that leads out to a little laneway for smokers but im the only one here in this hotel atm well on the small part of it anyway and its actually 2 in one hotel so where i am im by myself.

the only problem is no microwaves but thats ok. im going to coles to grab a few things for this arvo and tonight. and yes walking on the beach. very nice and will get some more pictures later on tonight on sunset or something.

i think a relationship might not be wise right now. i can hardly handle myself then to add in the relationship so will wait a little longer yet. i was jsut having confusing msgs because it wasnt really normal for me to feel like that for someone else and then it was wrong because shes married so the mind will accept it but at least now i know im not an unloveable monster.