when is it time for hospital

Thinking of you @outlander

It's ok to be nervous @outlander, and we can figure out what your typing - don't worry about that

Hi @outlander

My hair cut is fine and my taxes are in order - I actually scored well

It was worth doing after all that - whew

But I did not need to keep all those receipts - well - I live and learn

Your medication was stolen - that's a crime - and I forget who but someone said you have lost all your freedoms and that is just plain wrong -

Many people have hard stories here - but yours has to be among the hardest -

This is a quote I really like

When the first link of the chain is forged -

The first speech censored

The first thought forbidden

The first freedom denied

- Changes us all irrevocably.

This is true and we all must stand against such a standard

You are not allowed to say what you want to - think what you like and you are not free to do what you want to - and this kind of thing is against our way of life here in Australia

You are in a bad place

Dec

@Former-Member@Anony18 @Former-Memberthank you both for your loveley messeges last night/ early morning

@Former-Member- I dont know what time I went to bed but I was up at 6 and didnt go back to sleep.
I couldnt stop shaking all night and it wasnt because I was cold. Thank you for your reply as well, im aware of the chats but usually I dont use them at night, despite being awake my body is tired and low on energy to do anything really. Diagnosises is diagnoses- studied med terms lol.
I dont feel strong Flower, more like a cringing little kitten under the table in the corner. I really appreciate what you have written and your explainations as well

@Owlunar
yes GAD is generalised Anxiety disorder- I dont think I could come up with a personalised name for my sistuation. Im glad you got all of your taxes done and your happy with your hair cut as well.
And it was @Former-Member who meantioned the loss of freedom. I need and want my medications back- no im no dependent on them but I need some sort of help from these physical effects and nighmares and flashabcks and all the rest that come with it . Its not fair
and that quote couldnt be more true!

@Former-Member
yes I do feel that very much so. It makes it very hard now because I want to go back onto my medications or a new one that has had very good success rates, but I cant tell them because if o do itll be an argument, but I cant hide them either. So im back where I started- STUCK.
They wont even let me go to the psychiatrist. Its very hard to hide any medications as well esp with so many people in the house. The only thing that wont get thrown out now is my antihistamines and the antibiotics plus like pain killers and that sort of thing.
But I went looking ofr medications today and every single one has gone, my old ones, my new ones, my sleeping and antipsychotics and my anti-nausea tablets! Yeah cause they know what they are for, how would they like to walk around with a funny tummy all day and night 24/7.

I would like to thank everyone for their endless support, there are way to mnay to meantion and I cant appreciate any more. Everyone has great advice, support, encouragment and words of wisdom that I wouldnt know where I would be without you guys

@Owlunar@Former-Member@Former-Member@Former-Member@Anony18@CheerBear@Former-Member @oceangirl @Eden1919@Phoenix_Rising

plus i know there are many more and i havent intentionally missed you- i can only tag 10 people at a time as well

but i know there are much more and i truley appreciate it!

@Shaz51@STORMGRL101@JasJac@Former-Member@utopia@Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member @mudsum above msg