when is it time for hospital

Yes - try and sleep - I have to tidy my kitchen and go to bed but I will still have my phone and I will be watching over while I am awake

Just breathe - just think about breathing - it's the only thing you have to do right now

it's pouring with rain here - maybe some of it will blow north - think about the clouds and the rain

Dec

I hear you

You are past the age of your mother giving you a "talking to" and her bf does have the right to do so and it's really a no-go issues

So - are you going to get onto your therapist to see if something can be done about this - if you can find somewhere to stay for a couple of days?

I will be going out with my daughter shortly and I have to get dressed but I am here for a short while

Dec

Good Morning my beautiful cyber grandgirl Claire @outlander

I'm sitting in the passanger seat of your car with you. We can go to the park or a walk in the country, we can think about anything else or dwell on it completely - whichever your brain needs to do.

Poor old Nanny Niqua slept in . . . again 🙂 I took some extra anti-H, not just for allergies but they actually make me sleep! . . . but they're a little hard to wake-up from 😉

Maybe we can go into a coffe shop, I'm never able to go into one of those on my own - we could get a piece of rasin toast and a cuppa . . . what'd'ya say 🙂

Your beautiful inside and out, your brave, your clever (I have to 'check out' your study thread yet and puff up like a pidgeon over your marks 🙂 ) What your going through isn't fair, but you have to go through it all the same. I'm proud of you I know it's hard, but I believe and trust in your judgement for you!

Don't give up Claire , your almost there. A better life, perhaps not the best one, but sometimes better is best 🙂

Love you, care about you, worry about you, trust you

Niqua

Hi @outlander

I just got home - I had brunch with my daughter and we went to the local bike shop - getting a bicycle isn't going to happen - I am past it - alas

So - I have been wondering how you are - I can see you have been posting in a couple of places and that's good

I'm wondering how you are today and what you have planned etc - thinking of you always

I got up and looked at your thread first thing - that was all - I had to rush to get dressed and go out

All the best

Dec

This is pretty natural considering everything @outlander

Have you been able to talk to your therapist yet?

Actually - considering everything it is probably better to keep away from home

And I am really concerned about the whole issue of an unrelated male living in a home with three unrelated young females - I have to be honest with my thoughts about that - and I also know this might be okay yet

Having your mother needing to talk with him about how to "treat you" - give you a "talking to" or what - that's a bit weird - and to me the whole scenario seems really strange

So I hope you can talk to your therapist asap because the day is moving on and you are afraid to go home and I really believe you

Whatever you choose - and it is your choice after all - is okay - we all understand this and we only want the best for you - but it is your choice

Gotcha back though

Dec