outlanderSenior Contributor
when is it time for hospital
when do you find its time to go to hospital?
im debating whether its the right move for me
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when is it time for hospital
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Its just one big mess @Former-Member it doesnt matter how hard i try i will always be the looser of the family.
@Owlunar its the 4th day into it and yes its catching up alot. My family is shi**ing me. I can never do anything right. I dont want to burden anyone else by leaving but i dont know what else to do.
They wll tell me its ny fault. I never socialise. I need to get a life. Stop sitting at home. Go make friends.
Ive been trying to do that and i just cant! I cant talk to peoplr. I have nothing in common wth anyone. My reality and surgury and a the rest are catching up. If my psych cant help me today. Thats it its over. I will.more than likeley be in hospital if she doesnt help me
Goodmorning Niqua @Former-Member
Hi @MDT hope todays going ok for you
@Owlunar its the 4th day into it and yes its catching up alot. My family is shi**ing me. I can never do anything right. I dont want to burden anyone else by leaving but i dont know what else to do.
They wll tell me its ny fault. I never socialise. I need to get a life. Stop sitting at home. Go make friends.
Ive been trying to do that and i just cant! I cant talk to peoplr. I have nothing in common wth anyone. My reality and surgury and a the rest are catching up. If my psych cant help me today. Thats it its over. I will.more than likeley be in hospital if she doesnt help me
Goodmorning Niqua @Former-Member
Hi @MDT hope todays going ok for you
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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15ks on the exercise bike ao far. Might get the treadmill set up soon.
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Oh my beautiful cyber grandgirl Claire
@outlander
I do think leaving might help, I think it's incredibly wrong to have to leave your own home, but I don't see any other way to lessen your stress. A stay in hospital would be a break from an uncaring home, like a holiday where you can recover a little. I wish so much you could afford somewhere, I know they are your family and you will not reject them - just somewhere that you can go home to, your own space, your own room. Somewhere that is yours alone. Maybe that would make a good new avatar - your dream home?
Here's a sample of my dream place :-
Love you Claire
Thinking of you at your appointment today
Niqua
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Waiting at psych now
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Unknown userMember
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Hope it goes well @outlander ❤️❤️
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Unknown userMember
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Glad to know you've gotten there Claire @outlander 🙂
I have to get going {need some things at the shops today}, but you know I'll be back and that I'll be thinking of you {I always am :)} I'm going to throw a few tags about, because I know there will be someone in this beautiful community that isn't shopping today 😄
@Owlunar, @Former-Member, @Former-Member, @MDT, @Sans911, @Shaz51, @Maggie, @Queenie
Let your feeling out if you can Claire Help the Doctors help you
Lots of love to you, and big tight squeezes of your hand
Niqua
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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I really dont want to be here
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MDTSenior Contributor
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i know the feeling well @outlander
one begins to wonder what has to happen in order for change to come by....
thats what i hate the most about depression...
one begins to wonder what has to happen in order for change to come by....
thats what i hate the most about depression...
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Ok guys
I know this is in advance but can i please have a few of you on standby for thursday. Ive just made a plan with my psych. Change is coming and its going to be friggin hard.
Mums bf is emotionall abusing me and im going to tell her.
I am also going to show her the msgs hes sent me. And also the msgs from me first hospital visit. Im going to put them on computer and print them off for thursday.
@Owlunar your right. Its not going to change until i make them open their eyes. My psych is behind me 100% as well.
This is the change. Here it is. Ive made myself sick already from this and spent the last half hour balling my eyes out and throwing up.
Its time and it has to happen now. Mums off on thursday.
It has to happen. And im crying again. I havent even left the parking lot yet.
I made my psych cry today beacuse of everything i just said. About not having friends or relationships my panic attacks no sleeping mo support and my cancer and everything
My mother going away for the week has essentialy broken me and this session isaid it out loud and snapped in there and now im balling me eyes out and i cant drive
@Former-Member @Owlunar @CheerBear @Sans911 @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member
I know this is in advance but can i please have a few of you on standby for thursday. Ive just made a plan with my psych. Change is coming and its going to be friggin hard.
Mums bf is emotionall abusing me and im going to tell her.
I am also going to show her the msgs hes sent me. And also the msgs from me first hospital visit. Im going to put them on computer and print them off for thursday.
@Owlunar your right. Its not going to change until i make them open their eyes. My psych is behind me 100% as well.
This is the change. Here it is. Ive made myself sick already from this and spent the last half hour balling my eyes out and throwing up.
Its time and it has to happen now. Mums off on thursday.
It has to happen. And im crying again. I havent even left the parking lot yet.
I made my psych cry today beacuse of everything i just said. About not having friends or relationships my panic attacks no sleeping mo support and my cancer and everything
My mother going away for the week has essentialy broken me and this session isaid it out loud and snapped in there and now im balling me eyes out and i cant drive
@Former-Member @Owlunar @CheerBear @Sans911 @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member
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CheerBearSenior Contributor
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I tried to find our being brave quote @outlander but I couldn't. It belongs here now I think.
Your people here will be with you and behind you, ready with a safe landing spot.
Big huge hugs
