outlanderSenior Contributor
when is it time for hospital
when do you find its time to go to hospital?
im debating whether its the right move for me
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when is it time for hospital
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Thank you both @MDT @Former-Member for your replies. Its hard to type up on my phone but when i get on my computer later will reply to you guys. Thank you ❤
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MDTSenior Contributor
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all good @outlander
and you too @Former-Member
once more into the fray
into the last good fight i'll ever know
live and die this day
live and die this day
lets all go into this fray together because we can support each other in the darkest moments
and you too @Former-Member
once more into the fray
into the last good fight i'll ever know
live and die this day
live and die this day
lets all go into this fray together because we can support each other in the darkest moments
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Unknown userMember
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Thanks @MDTfor the words at the moment feel like I'm entering my dark place,got a tidal wave of self doubt and hopelessness after that.
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Unknown userMember
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Sorry @outlander, for not responding this morning,Forest Frumpxious went for her walk,I did ,15 kilometers but think I have hit a low.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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No worries @Former-Member .hugs to you
Is there anything you want to chat about at all?
Is there anything you want to chat about at all?
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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Hi everyone @outlander@Former-Member@MDT@Former-Member@Former-Member@Bunniekins
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Hello @Bubbles3
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Unknown userMember
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Hi @Bubbles3!
@outlander,think I'm tired,but having self doubt a lot about the supermarket job if I get it.When I left the place I worked for over 20 years,I went to a aged care facility in the laundry where in 6 hrs you were responsible for the washing of 92 residents bedding, clothes,tablelinen,etc washing and delivering it.I was hopeless at it and was humiliation,ended up cleaning rooms and shit toilets which I don't think I will ever forget,the toilets were hard to clean and you nearly needed a chisel to get crap off for a few hrs a week.On the last day of the three month trial I was told to stay I'd had to be faster.Already made my mind up to leave and the staff were a bunch of bitches.Always swore my mother wouldn't end up there but she might.
I didn't feel good enough and I wasn't,caused a further depression through failing and humiliation at leaving a full time job for that outcome.
Also worried about seeing people and their stares or criticism.You know how I have hid away.I might not get it.
Worried @outlander,I have been through so much humiliation.I remember at the place I was bullied,had anxiety and depression,didn't know it often through stress had trouble with focusing on the job,the chaos in my mind made me feel disconnected.
Just worried about failing,I'm good at that.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Oh @Former-Member hugs sweet ❤
Your not a failure. Not to us here. Cleaning is hard work. Ive done that before but in a shopping centre and didnt like it either.
I know you've hid away but youve said yourself you would be better off with a job. Easier said than done i know. Maybe this job will be ok for you. You said the bosses to spoke to were ok maybe the workers are as well. Hard to judge. Sometimes our mh gets the better of us and we panic and i understand that. When do you find out whats happening?
I know your worried and its understandable but maybe this will be a good distraction a getaway from your own mind so you can concentrate on the task at hand and nothing more for a few hrs.
You really deserve a break ❤❤
Your not a failure. Not to us here. Cleaning is hard work. Ive done that before but in a shopping centre and didnt like it either.
I know you've hid away but youve said yourself you would be better off with a job. Easier said than done i know. Maybe this job will be ok for you. You said the bosses to spoke to were ok maybe the workers are as well. Hard to judge. Sometimes our mh gets the better of us and we panic and i understand that. When do you find out whats happening?
I know your worried and its understandable but maybe this will be a good distraction a getaway from your own mind so you can concentrate on the task at hand and nothing more for a few hrs.
You really deserve a break ❤❤
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Unknown userMember
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Thanks @outlander
They want me in the produce and the deli serving,don't know if I can do it,got no confidence and the looks of people and their nosiness . People know I have no confidence.The ex the other day plays on me too he was creepy,when I walked off,he made sure he followed to intimidate me.I realize I'm the lucky one there but,as I feel sorry for the stupid women with him because just the creepy way he acted and looked at me,shows his "engagement"is a joke.
They want me in the produce and the deli serving,don't know if I can do it,got no confidence and the looks of people and their nosiness . People know I have no confidence.The ex the other day plays on me too he was creepy,when I walked off,he made sure he followed to intimidate me.I realize I'm the lucky one there but,as I feel sorry for the stupid women with him because just the creepy way he acted and looked at me,shows his "engagement"is a joke.
