when is it time for hospital

Good morning @outlander. Here wishing you well with your appointment today. I hope the results are in and clear for you - that anxiety of waiting and not knowing would be really tiring on top of everything else.

I'm pretty sure we did a school holidays activities listy thingy a while ago which probably had some free/low cost stuff on it. I have a feeling I'll be digging that up next week - maybe you can remember some of the ideas we had and try them.

Try and take care of you ❤

Good morning @Former-Member
Im sorry you had a panic attack too. It sure has its after affects doesnt it
I hope todays appointment goes well for you too. We will be here for you too. .times going super slow today. I leave in 10 minutes now


Good morning @CheerBear
I remember doing that... think there was park beach lots of different art activities and a treasure hunt....
Hopefully you can find some things to do too. .


Im hoping things go well today. Not sure if results will be in yet. Soon find out i guess
I done three loads of washing. Think the third one mightve been a bit much .....

Black are my wings
Seared from a range of things
Produce a fake smile
But is it worthwhile

The walls close me in
My pain is so hsrd to bare
It sings so loud but no one can hear
I just want to dissappear

A lonley girl with vacant stares
Screaming inside but no one cares
A tear rolls down but cant make a sound
The fears are constantly creeping
It only hurts when im breathing

@outlander Good morning sweetheart. Are you having a tough morning? Did you sleep at all? How is your pain?

I want to dissappear @Former-Member @Sans911
The darkness has taken me.
I dont know if i slept. I dont know anything
I felt nothing all night
Now my skin is numb but the insides a complete mess

@outlander - it's ok to feel the way you do, it's been a rough time for you. Please don't go anywhere; stay here with us. What are your plans today with your sisters? Are you safe right now. Big hugs lil Sis

I know it's hard @outlander,my distress yesterday couldn't stop the tears in the doctors surgery,and all day.I know when you have no control over your life and like yesterday with me when people hurt you it's hard to take.What kind of cupcakes are you going to make?Seen some on Facebook decorated like the cookie monster and Big Bird !lol

Its not ok. I should be happy im alive. Im not.
Plans: wish i could end it
Real plans movies and cake decorating. Nothing special just enough to keep them happy for half and hour
Housework for me as usual

@Former-Member @Sans911 above msg

Hi @Owlunar i 'see' u lurking in background