when is it time for hospital

@Anony18

thank you Anony. I have abit more relief and abit more direction as to where to go. Im sue to having a lot of appointments. Having 150 in 6 months and now getting bigger-you kinda get you to it I suppsoe. Its just hard and abit emabrassing that I have so much at a younger age. But yes hopefully this will give the other option of avoiding hospital abit now but I now that option is also still there

Understand the concern @outlander. I guess the question is more now, will it eliminate it to a much smaller amount in future. If it will, think about it that way - an investment to your future health. And as you have said it avoids the hospital too

@Owlunar
yes im pretty happy about it.
I know youve told me to put myslef first but its so friggin hard! I know I know do it anyway. I am trying to, I really am and at the moment im working the best I can with the responsibilities I have ,, treatment optiona dn putting those plans into place. I tried to change abit of my responsibilities the other day and that didnt got o planned and my mother wasnt very happy bout it one bit.
Im hoping they wont have to lance it otherwises it more needles and I really cant stand them.
This is th bloody second time around this same cyst has popped and im sure itll happen again. Im on antiobiotics for this one plus the infection doen stirs as well and hopefully it clears up both of them. That would be good otherwise depending on how it is- ill either have to lance it or have different antibiotics but even if its lanced possible antibitoics anyway so we will see what happens I suppose.
I dont know how I got the downstairs infection its not thrush and its not from the HPV either its a separte one that reuqires treatment as well, and she said nope that canesten treatment wouldnt have worked because that ony treats thrush I dont have that. She said its possible becasuse my hormones and stress levels are beyond belief the immune system is very greatly weakend so might have been how I got it.

still cant figure out this stomach troubles either- which is a pain but i guess one thing at a time
And those motherly hugs are really really greatly needed and appreciated so thank you

just an addition to responses:

@Anony18@Owlunar@CheerBear@Former-Member

she was debating whether to get me into hospital right now but i kind made a promise that i would keep myself safe until i see my psychitraist and also if i get anyworse or if i start making plans than i call the hospital

and yeah Anony im trying to avoid hospital, i need to kinda make changes for the better and long term but i know that when those plans start coming into action i wont be hesitating i will be ringing someone and getting some sort of assistance

Might be antibiotics outlander? I'm happy for you.A new doctor,even temporary might be good,a new perspective.As stated I have stayed with doctors,and mental health who were no help . That's why I mentioned the privacy,yes coming to you is no good.Im proud of you outlander!🐱

Might be antibiotics outlander? I'm happy for you.A new doctor,even temporary might be good,a new perspective.As stated I have stayed with doctors,and mental health who were no help . That's why I mentioned the privacy,yes coming to you is no good.Im proud of you outlander!🐎