when is it time for hospital

@outlander,you are beating yourself over something that's done,when I moved from the farm have a beautiful grey cat that looked like the grey cat off the dine cat food ad to my niece ,she was feral ,quiet only to me,she took off after night one,and with everything else gone wrong Everytime I think of "possum"(because she looked like one) I feel so guilty and ashamed of myself.She trusted me,like you feel the responsibility of your sisters .I can't give advice but if you keep procrastinating over what has happened or is over it risk you being there for them in the future,and they will need you then.I am one that has shut the world out over my built,gone to bed at the end of the day outlander shit happens.Like the idiot I friended on FB who changed identity ,I wish I wasn't so gullible and I knew better but it happened.My instincts told me different too.

Now you need to make a pact with yourself outlander to do whatever it takes to make sure you will be there for your sister in the future and that means moving on and leaving the dog attack in the past.😑

@Shaz51

we are chatting about it over here. i didnt want to ruin the mood on the other thread nor did it seem like the right place

its about the day my sister was attacked by a dog

what a pretty cat @Former-Member im sorry the idiot caught you out. its very hard to figure out over the internet whats real and whats not. someone suggested to me that i get into dating and try online dating. not a chance there. though there is parts of me that want to rebel against everything ive always done.

i cant make that pact Li1 thats why i have to see the therapist becasue ive been trying to let it go for 3 years and its eating me from the inside out.

and my day jsut got worse 😞

my grandmother is now in hospital in a critical condition. they dont know if shes going to make it through the night and if she doesn she will be moved to a nursing home and be watched 24/7

and this stupid homework is annoying and frustrating me!

i have to catch up on so many trigger but lsiting all thr triggers is triggering me and theres so many to list, i have had sooooooo many its hard to even keep track of them all and then for every single one i have to write a who thing about it!

@outlander , I agree with @Former-Member and I am sure @Ant7 would agree too that you are beating yourself over something that's done, it is finished my sister @outlander

I remember when i was attacked by a dog hile i was riding my bike

and also when i had a bike accident on the road and i went face first long the road , I had just dropped my little cousin off at home and riding back when i had the accident , i always think of if i still had my cousin with me , but he wasn`t

Sorry to hear about your grandmother @outlander. I only ever had one grandparent when I was a child as the others had passed away before I was born. I never met her either as she was living overseas. Now both of my parents have passed away.

Barring accidents, our bodies eventually wear out one way or another and death completes that circle of life just as birth begins it. However it's never easy no matter how or when it happens.

Sorry to hear about your grandmother @outlander, sening you hugs my sister

i will always blame myself. i dont think ill ever live that done. i cant because in my right mind i am to blame and i cant get it out of my head. @Shaz51 i know its in the past but it still has its very real effects on me like it was yesterday. i thought my sister was going to die becasue i was careless enough not to listen to my instincts and do something

oh i cant

i cant i cant breathe!

@soul im sorry about your grandmother too. ive already lsot one to cervical cancer among other things and its not pleasant one bit

breath my sister @outlander , your sister is now ok , so now it is time to look forward , sending you lots of tender hugs , and knowing hugs