when is it time for hospital

Yea @Former-Member i agree us cinderellas have to stick together ❤

@Former-Member tell your sister to look after her. Those two seem to get on well. Let her wear the brunt of things then u might finally get the respect you need and deserve

Now my youngest sister had the virus my middle sister had for a week and still remnants of it now. Them being sick is a massive trigger and because it doesnt just dissapear. They are in my room so im on night watch again. And i hate night watch. Well it comes naturally but im tired ive been hardley sleeping as it is.

And with her being sick it makes me think back to the ptsd event and how pathetic i feel because i cant look at my sister the same way or at all and it breaks my heart because im her sister yet i can hardly look at her
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I just hope I'm not like her outlander,Mental illness I developed helplessness,my mother learned helplessness to get attention,and as an excuse to depend on others.

Outlander,I can't face relatives or people because of the shame of not coping with life,your sisters Im sure love you regardless of whatever has happened.They are young .Don't shut them out,I think you need them and from experience,when it's gone it's hard to get back.

You sound nothing like her @Former-Member

Its not my sisters fault. I love them both to bits as much as they hate and disrespect and abuse me too.

I cant look at her the same wsy because she was in the ptsd event. I will never forget it and she reminds me of it. And when shes sick it makes me even more worse for wear. Atm im a right mess

I don't talk to my sister,either of them last year my mother nearly died,and I was treated like shit outlander,my mother preferred them to me I was shut out.Thats what I don't get.She puts them on a pedestal,but it's OK to suffocate me every day,make me feel guilt,It really hurt.The only time my sister showed concern has been when they think it's time to get their share of money.

She was the one attacked by a dog @Former-Member thankfully she doesnt remember it and doesnt affect her

Id leave your mother with her then and say its her turn