when is it time for hospital

thanks @Former-Member not much help you had was it- i wish you had some better help.

i did do some research, i try really hard not to research things as then it enables me to search all thr health things bothering me and then sets my anxiety of and then one thing leads to another. but i did have a look and things are making sense to me now

That's the right sort of research @outlander - the stuff that make sense to you, as I think the titles don't give enough room for individuality.

Love and hugs to you Claire

@Former-Member

well my hypocondriacness or whatever the heck its called is very noticeable and is easily distinguished by the specifi thing where i constantly think theres something wrong with someone. it only takes then to crack a finger or sneeze or something really minor and then i get overwhelming urges to go onto DR google and it then maes thigns worse and i get more ideas about it and then if i find something that i think matches then it makes me panic and then give me a panic attack and then keeps going around and the more i look the more i HAVE to look.

yes Severe GAD

severe depression

and Borderline Personality Disorder

you did it again Niqua

@Former-Member

Like everything else outlander...A long road.💜

Yes and I don't know the answers after 5 years outlander,the stigma is there,at times I wish I got a physical illness because it's more socially acceptable,with mental illness,it's seen as a weakness,a excuse,it's used to project crap on your shoulders like a weapon.I went for a job interview at Cole's a while back,told my disability employment provider I was going,nice girl but in a email she said she would ask the manager how I went.I told her I would rather she didn't,as I like my privacy,and don't like it known I'm with a disability job provider.She rang the Manager,I didn't get the job,I don't know what the good of it was other than my humiliation and right to privacy violated.I like to be seen as normal,and it's no one's business .It won't be easy outlander but I know through the determination you have shown you can do it.