im back..... i think

Your pic didn't come up? Sweetheart I wish I could say or do something to make you feel even just a little bit better. Can you do something for me @outlander ? Tomorrow I want you to find something, anything, that makes you smile. And I want you to tell me what that is. And I will do the same for you ok? If you want we can do it every day if it makes either of us feel a little better. And pain - Pain is not imaginary. Pain is a very personal thing. No one can tell you you do or don't have pain. I've learnt a lot about pain in people who are living with dementia and have learnt that no one can say "this person isn't in pain" when they do not have a voice to say that they are or aren't, and cannot express how they feel. So if you are saying you are feeling pain, then you are feeling pain!! Pain is not something you can see. People whose legs have been amputated still feel pain in their legs. So your pain is not imaginary. I believe you. And those bullies are just 2 or 3 people out of the millions of people in this world. Don't let their stupid actions destroy your spirit. You are too wonderful of a person xxx

Oh @outlander it has come up now. The colours are lovely, reminds me of a sunny day at Manly beach! I'm sorry that word gave you a bad feeling, I won't say it on here again. I do say it all the time and my bf calls me it and personally it gives me comfort. I was honestly trying to give you comfort too but obviously everyone has different feelings and emotions. Sorry 🌻

Sorry @outlander I read your reply wrong, I thought you said it gave you a bad feeling. What's happened do you want to tell me about it? I might be away for a little bit on here but I'll still be thinking of you and will be back to see what's happening and how you are. Your spirit is still there, it may be faded a little right now but it's still alive @outlander AND I'm already looking forward to hearing about what's made you smile tomorrow 🌸

The stomach aches back
My sisters being a cow and arguing with me
Stressing about tuesday
And i had to book my gp in for monday as the plans were starting to come back so im pushing them away. @Former-Member

What's happening Tuesday @outlander ? I don't have a sister but I have a stepsister and we used to fight a lot. I remember how annoying and frustrating it was never having my own personal space

Test results and getting bloods done @Former-Member

My sisters never give me space they always want something from me or snooping at what jm doing on my computer and my phone
Even pop does it now everyone does it.
I only have abit of time now without worrying as im in bed my youngest sisters asleep and my middle sister and i have a bunk bed and im on top

Ah @outlander I feel your pain. My mum used to snoop when I was living at home! And one time my dad actually read my diary and then grounded me for 3 months because of some personal stuff he had read in there. I was so mortified and humiliated. That was when I was about 14. But mum would snoop when I was about 20. Now only my dogs snoop and they're just snooping for bits of food so I'm safe now!