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outlanderSenior Contributor
hi @Mazarita @Owlunar @Former-Member @Adge @Spookytookims @CheerBear @Former-Member @Shaz51
i was lil-caterpillar
im back..... i think.....
im just treading very very lightly at the moment
but id like to let you know that i have read what you wrote on my other threads and i appreciate your kind words and for thinking of me even after i left here 
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
ohhhmy darling @outlander
I was born wih rubella syndrome my friend , i have had operations and other things like never able to have children , my friend, i have had lots of things in my life , I know you are only young and i am sending you lots of hugs my friend
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Yes @outlander, it's really worth it
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outlanderSenior Contributor
i havent seen past the end of season 12 as season 13 isnt out on dvd yet and i dont have netflix although it would be good @Former-Member
it never ends. never and i cant see it ending in the near future.
ive had 150 appointments in 6 months and still i still have more tests to run, MI to deal with and all the rest. bullies arent helping me either and its affecting me more than id like but i cant push it aside. things are bubbling away and ive already reached breaking point and they are realy psuhing it abt further and im about to snap at them again and itll be a big thing. ive tried to fix it but they want nothing to do with it. i cant take them talking about me when im around, the constant stares and even when they arent near me their stupid laughter and stares still haunt me
how much more crap do i have to take. i feel like ive had my fair share of things. 2 PTSD events and their aftermath, grief, court cases, things being ripped away from underneath me, injury after injury, diagnoses after diagnses. my joy for anything has gone. i use to love reading and riding my horse or even jsut being there but its all gone now
my pain is imaginary so i have to keep trying to ignore it. nothing else can be done for me until my MI gives in.
the picture isnt finished as yet
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