im back..... i think

Hello @Anony18 xx, let us know what a dog's purpose is like

Hello @outlander

My brain feels like it's going a bit slower, but I still care and wish you well 🙂 and want to know how your feeling, what your thinking.

yeah ive only had 2 previously but they cant be gone off now for whatever they want to test for as they are a few years old @Shaz51@Anony18 i have spoken to my gp- both new and regular, my nurse and my psychiatrsit and they all said they want bloods done. they want to test iron, thyroid, any other conditions that can be tested, bugs and viruses. they want the full works but i seriously dont want it. my gp has been pestering me for a few months now about getting them done. she said i can put numbing cream on it but i have to put it on half hour before hand so if im brave enough ill put it on then see my gp then my nurse and then by then itll be half an hour.

i really wish i had someone to come with me but i think it would make me worse becasue no one knows how bad my depression or anxiety is and i think revealing to that extent would really not be a good thing so i have to go it alone so i guess i need to toughen up

yes it is alot of money- im going to try saving and maybe in a few months ill be able to do another course and just keep saving that way

and you dont have to feel baad either @Anony18 ill be ok and i ahve @Shaz51 keeping me company too

please enjoy your movie and let us know how it is

hello @outlander,

I agree with @Anony18 xx

Have you questioned the doctor or nurse if those tests are necessary?

@Former-Member im glad your here too but please make sure you care for yourself as well. its also important to me that your ok as well

I'm fine @outlander, Thank you for caring it's just me 🙂 and gettingolder I think.

I always think with things I do't really want to do, but know it's better done - just do it and thenit's done 🙂

Have you done the blood tests @outlander

because-- they want to test iron, my iron went up to 1090 which it really should be 80 and it affects the whole body

of course i care for you @Former-Member Geez dont ever doubt that at all! hugs to you

i want to just be able to do it, im thinking when i go on tuesday ill get my gp to put the numbing cream on then i wont feel it and i wont look anfd ill tell her to only tell me when shes finished and nothing else otherwise ill be inclined to look and then there could be trouble either throwing up or pasing out whihc i dont enjoy it one bit so if i get her to put it on after my nurses appointment itll be pretty much on half an hour if not ill wander around for a bit

@Shaz51 no i havent had them done yet, she thinks it could be low iron, and have a thyroid issues as well and whatever else she wants to test for

Sounds like a good plan @outlander, I always look away when I have to get a needle 🙂

@Former-Member, how old are you my friend , you don`t have to tell me if you don`t want too xx

low iron can do it too , I became anemic because of my kidney @outlander