im back..... i think

A bit over half a century @Shaz51 🙂 how about you? You dont have to say 😄

@outlander, @Shaz51 I'm going to watch DVD for a bit now, I'll come back later to say good night 🙂

ha ha 52 and a half @Former-Member xx

what dvd are you watching

we are watching tales from the coast with robson green

we are watching ice princess @Shaz51@Former-Member

ive realised another 3 things that have annoyed me abit tonight and yesterday as well

im happy to tell you about those 2

@Shaz51 you might have some insight into this

@Former-Member@Anony18 feel free to comment too

go ahead my friend @outlander

well the first thing is my sisters constantly annoying the heck out of me and going through my things and being a sticky beak. if m on my phone or my computer they are constantly trying to see what im doing and it gets really friggin annoying. and over the past few days they seem to find it fun to annoy me even when im trying to sleep. i was in bed this morning and mum was up and i was in bed jsut laying there as i coudlnt be bothered to ove and they kept coming in and trying to get me up and i said im jsut laying here go get ready for school mums taking you today so i dont have to get up right now and i swear every 2 mintes they were in there anying me. and then when i stop listening to them they steal my blankets off my bed so im freezing. and as i have a bunk bed its not as easy as just reaching down on the floor to get them they bloody take them out into the lounge room or somewhere i ahve to get up to get them and by then im up so i may as well stay up.

if im alseep and its past 7 30 when they are up they acutomatically come in and get me up, once im awake im awake and if that means 2am then thats it i cant get back to sleep so on the days that i sleep past 6am that usually means i ahvent gone to bed until about 5-6 am anyway

another thing is the journalling- i dont really know if i want to hand in my journal to my psychiatrist and esp not the worst parts or more private things that i havent even told anyone else about except my own thoughts so im kinda stuck on that as well

the other thing is that my mother cant seem to make up her mind. if i go out im out too long and if im at home then i never get out so i cant seem to win there either. and also my cousin is having ababy shower and i said to mum i really dont want to go i find it really boring and i never see these people anyway and her reponse was you ARE going, you need to get out of the house and socialise with family more and besides its a big event not jsut a small one for mothers. and i said exactly its either mothers, 13 yr olds like my sister or younger kids aged around 6-7 years old. so yeah its going to be awkward. and she said they are your family for f@#k sake and then i said yeah the family we never see, the ones that dont contact or see us or even make an effort to see us even though they dont have a busy life at all and pretty much sees us only when they want something from us.

im really over arguing with her all the time

and im also about ready to explode at my sisters and also at the 2 cows that are bullying me as well.. i can feel it bubbling away and with my sisters i can semi control it but everytime i see my ex best friend i honestly want to walk up and say what is your friggin problem. get it out now cause im sick of your shite

sorry for the rant @Shaz51

hey no need to be sorry @outlander

very confusing for you , yes we went out to dinner last night to have dinner with so called family that we have not seen since last march last year -- hubby didn`t wnat to go but he went for his mother