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I should be around in between those 2 appointments @Eden1919. I probably won't leave home until just after 4pm - depends on how tonight goes!!! If it pans out as I suspect then I won't be up for doing anything else tomorrow other than going to the chemist and seeing my GP.

@Zoe7 i hope both our appiontments go well. i have written a note so hopefully we will talk about that not the other stuff

It seems like you have been very productive since this afternoon @Eden1919 - well done you Having a note to guide the discussion is a great idea - hope it works out better than you expect My appointment is really just a check-in - do this 3 times a week - review how the meds are going, and how I am travelling both mentally and physically.

that is good @Zoe7 i am going to have my shower soon i hope you get some sleep.

I am very much wide awake @Eden1919 - and feeling very anxious so I cannot see sleep being on the agenda tonight. It is good that you are able to have your shower - I hope you can sleep after that. Catch up with you tomorrow buddy

@Zoe7 i hope your appointent goes well today.

i am in a really good mood today like everything feels amazing and i just omg it is so good i feel all buzzed and up nd i want to do all this stuff and i feel like i can do anything and i think i have finally figured everything out i cant even explain it but i think i can make things work my appointments went ok excpet my caseworker did ask about all the stuff but i just didnt tell her LOL omg i cant even right now i feel like dancing and singing and i feel really good.

@Eden1919It's really encouraging to hear you sounding a little brighter and better. I have been quietly concerned from the sidelines about you, and I felt so helpless seeing you so distressed and struggled. Glad your appointments went ok too.

@Sans911 thanks my caseworker was a bit concerned that i was a bit too elevated or something but i am fine i am excited but i have so so so much to do i am really busy and both my caseworker and my psychologist want me to write something out for them i am not suppoed to though but i kind of feel a little unstoppable and kind of dont care about consequences that much like i do but like i feel like i can do anything and i really oh dont worry it is complicated but thanks.

@Eden1919-you don't have to explain anything you don't want to. Just take care of you. I know very litle about you, but I still care what happens to you regardless

@Sans911 thanks i am actually a bit worried now because i may have told my caseworker something i should not have she brought something up today and now i dont know what to do i feel a bit trapped but it is all my fault still my mood is still good i am just starting to think about things. how are you going?