Safety

@Zoe7 It is not so much that that scares me it is more that the what happens if i go to the hospital kind of thing. but mostly today i am scared about other things like the someone coming to attack me thing. I just i dont even know anymore. i am lost.

Oh ok @Eden1919 now I'm with you - it's the fear of being watched and not feeling safe. Have you closed all the windows and doors and made a safe spot in your room that you can snuggle into with dog or bunny for a little while?

i have made a safe spot but it doesnt feel safe. I dont know what to do i cant do this.

You can do this buddy Grab a blanket and wrap around yourself in your safe spot - that blanket is me protecting you and keeping you safe. Feel the power of your friends here surrounding you and keeping you in the light. That darkness that is surrounding you at the moment will be pushed away.

I know you don't drink milk but can you get a warm drink to help provide a little more comfort for now?

@Eden1919 Keep talking - I am listening

i just i cant take this i dont know what to do anymore i feel like i am almost done

I've sent you an email @Eden1919 to check-in with you.

@Zoe7 and @Blitter2016 I just wanted to say that your responses have been so supportive and lovely to read. It is really nice to see

Ok @Eden1919 let's not sugar-coat this then - it sucks. It is a horrible place to be - and I am still there also. I am trying really hard to move through today with as little extra damage as possible but it is so very, very hard. I am trying to be positive but it doesn't change how I am really feeling inside. So I totally get it buddy - we are two very squished peas in a pod at the moment. What can we do to get through but try to keep each other afloat tonight hey

@Former-Member until my last one!

@Zoe7 I dont know. i was going to say more but i dont know how right now.

That's ok @Eden1919 I do know how hard it is sometimes to say anything at all. I'll just sit with you if you like