Safety

i still feel terrible i have been pacing around my house all afternoon and even though i didnt sleep i am not that tired i feel like it is going to be another long long long night. i want to cry everything hurts and i am still really paranoid i am scared really scared.

Hi @Eden1919,

Would you like to come and chat with a few others in the Friday Feast? Maybe the distraction might help?

I dont know i think i would just drag everyone else down i honestly just want to curl up into a ball and cry i am not ok.

@Eden1919

I know it can seem like nothing works or helps, so I hope we here on the Forums can give some form of help.

Can I ask what is that you're hoping for when log on to here (e.g., just to talk? Distraction? Seeking advice?). I ask this question so we know how we can support you.

just to talk mostly or to vent sometimes i dont know i am just really struggling right now i cant even explain it i dont think there is anything that can help i am doomed.

@Eden1919 you're here, and this is something - it shows me that you're trying to fight these thoughts and feelings.

If talking and venting helps, then we can sit with you and chat, and listen to you vent. What are you doing tonight?

What have you got planned for this weekend?

BTW, I've sent you an email. Can you check your inbox please?

i dont have any plans and tonight i am hiding and watching tv

i feel very jittery and scared and all over the place i dont know what is wrong with me anymore i cant take this i am trying and there is so much in my head and i want to scream and i dont feel right and i cant make it stop and i want to cry.