Eden1919Senior Contributor
Safety
What do you do when you arent feeling safe but you dont want to go to the hospital and helplines arent working? Also what do you do when distractions and all of that stuff isnt working either?
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Safety
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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@Zoe7 I dont know if i can go i promised G and S i wouldnt and they will get super mad if i go there but i am scared because my caaseworker has already brought up hospital before and if she talks to my psych about it and if he says he thinks i should go then i am doomed. plus i am really scared they would hurt me there. i feel totally lost and scared and shocked and i just i dont know what to do anymore.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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I know how scared you are @Eden1919 but wherever you are at the moment you are feeling really scared and lost. I only want what is best for you - and for you to not feel so lost and alone all the time. The fact that you are voicing your own concerns about not knowing what to do maybe suggests that it is time for this to be taken 'out of your hands' and to let those that have been trying to look after you actually look after you. You deserve to be 'looked after' and you deserve to be able to live without 'others' (including G and S) being always inside your head - being negative and destructive in your mind.
I really am worried about you at the moment - and I know that just talking about it, or getting it all out here does sometimes help - but I want so much more for you than going through the same distress, anxiety and paranoia everyday. I do care and I want you to be able to be happy.
Zoe 
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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If they are recommending hospital @Eden1919, it is because they feel they can treat you better there, and hopefully balance medications that take the pressure off for you.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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@Zoe7 @Faith-and-Hope i cant go there though like i cant it is complicated i really dont know what to do. it isnt safe at hospital they will hurt me there. i want to scream. I am scared maybe i should run away or idk ugh i am doomed.
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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I hear you @Eden1919 ....: I know you are afraid, but you can tell them that .... that you are afraid.
Do you have someone to go with you ?
Do you have someone to go with you ?
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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You are not doomed buddy - you are just feeling lost and scared and you really do not know what to do - that is scary in itself @Eden1919
I am sorry buddy but I need to go out for a while - forgot I had to go to Medicare arghhh
Courage, strength, belief - hold onto those 3 words until I get back and I will check in with you then.
You can do this Eden - remember - I have the belief - you just need to continue to have courage and strength to keep fighting through this...
Zoe
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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@Faith-and-Hope i am not going today i have an appointment with my caseworker tomorrow so i guess we will see then what happens. at least i think i am not going today.... unless something happens during the phone call. ugh i cant deal with this.
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Keep swimming @Eden1919 ..,,, stay strong.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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I dont feel good.
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redheadedSenior Contributor
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@Eden1919 hugs
