Keep bursting into tears

@tyme

Ive been doing a buddist one on deattchment.

Its ok i think i may need some cbt or dbt therapy i can't get my emotions in tact

My belongings are interstate he moved our coach while i visited my mum to toxic environment his dad and sister property there evil. Ive had a solid boundary. I left nsw for 14 days to visit my mum she been diagnosed with Alzheimer's in Adelaide. He left me in Adelaide stranded with no $ as he promised to put in bank. Hes basically accusing me of everything he can think of. He left nsw 2 days after i arrived in Adelaide drovevour motorhome to Victoria. I can't go there hes family are not ok. Hes texted me two days ago saying when I left nsw in July i took what I needed. 😭 i had a return ticket

Have applied for legal aid and granted hopefully she can help me talking to lawyer end of feb.

I just can't believe he's treating me so uncaring ive alot of medical and healing equipment on our motorhome i want returned. I would like meaningful items that belong to me

Anger inside is dreadful

Im trying to accept this situation

I just feel like im been married to a man i really didn't know

I feel like a fool

Im ashamed

Ive lost trust in everything accept myself and my mum my son his girlfriend i don't feel i can trust anyone after this lie ive been living

Sounds really tough @MedicinalGypsy. I'm glad you are not with him anymore and have reached out for support with DFV service and have found the community on the Forums. I am sure your peers will have some insights to share with similar situations. Take care RiverSeal

Hey @MedicinalGypsy ,

I'm so so so so sorry to hear of such a difficult situation. I hear how hard it is and that you have been reaching out to whoever you can to get on top of things.

I'm pleased to hear that legal aid has been granted. You deserve all the support you can get.

As much as you feel the hurt, shame and pain around this, please continue to remember your own self-care.

Sometimes, in crisis moments, it may be more difficult to engage in therapies, so I hope you find something that works for you.

Do you have a beach or bush near where you are so you can spend some time there (if you think it helps)?

Awww @MedicinalGypsy , that is powerful to hear.

You deserve all the compassion you can get. I'm glad you felt heard.

@MedicinalGypsy , were you able to do something kind for yourself today? The spa?

Have you ever tried a hot tub? Best thing out!