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Mixed feelings-might be getting another diagnosis (ED)

Mixed feelings-might be getting another diagnosis (ED)

I have multiple mental illnesses including Bipolar 2, cptsd, OCD, social anxiety. I’m also neurodivergent, ADHD and ASD. I already have tons of labels and a lot going on. I’m getting assessed for an ED on Monday during my psych appointment, I reckon I meet criteria so I am anticipating another diagnosis. I know it explains my how I’ve been feeling but it’s another label, I hate feeling so broken and feeling like I’m complicated. I know my disordered eating habits are adversely affecting my mental and physical health, I’ve just been in denial for so long and would also get defensive when people commented on my eating habits or asked about them.

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Re: Mixed feelings-might be getting another diagnosis (ED)

@tyme I have been working on distress tolerance with my psych. I’m trying to get used to the new course but it’s just been hard. I just hope it stops affecting me this much.

I am too activated to do the deeper work. She wants my food intake to be adequate because that can have a significant effect on the outcome in therapy

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Re: Mixed feelings-might be getting another diagnosis (ED)

Sounds like a lot on your plate at the moment @creative_writer . I'm hearing what she is saying about adequte food intake.

I hope it all works out for you because the current state sounds so distressing.

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Re: Mixed feelings-might be getting another diagnosis (ED)

@tyme I know I can take breaks if something feels too triggering. I sort of wish the content was a bit less explicit. SA content is quite dominating.

I have gotten extensions for assignments but want to get them done soon. One of the assignments has very heavy triggering content.

Triggers are unavoidable. I need to learn ways to manage the distress

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Re: Mixed feelings-might be getting another diagnosis (ED)

It is still feeling rough but I can only do the best I can. Body flashbacks are super hard

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Re: Mixed feelings-might be getting another diagnosis (ED)

I feel overwhelmed. I’m trying to lower the distress but it’s hard when I keep feeling it over and over again

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Re: Mixed feelings-might be getting another diagnosis (ED)

I’m trying to ground myself but I still feel so panicky. I know I can’t will a flashback away, I guess this is as good as it will get for now

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Re: Mixed feelings-might be getting another diagnosis (ED)

I know I should be over it. Grounding helps a bit, but why am I still panicking? I must be doing something wrong. I must be the problem

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Re: Mixed feelings-might be getting another diagnosis (ED)

I hope you find ways to regulate. We encourage to post about what you are trying as it may help lessen the rumination. We hope the forums are helpful for you as we are mindful that there are quite a lot of thoughts whirling around @creative_writer

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Re: Mixed feelings-might be getting another diagnosis (ED)

Thanks @creative_writer . Yes, I've just been catching up on the other thread too. I'm glad you started sharing a bit more with your GP etc. I hope you get the support you need.

Oh, and Eid Muburak?

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