Recovering from a psychotic episode at the moment.

@DownMoreThanUp bunny hugs needed!

@Bunniekins It is comforting to know others know what it is like down here and care about me being there!

@Dimity @tyme @rav3n @RiverSeal @Appleblossom

As i was sitting outside in the garden meditating on what happens to the goodness of life down deep, Life had this on offer, coming swimming past!

New Life Even with mum and dad darkest black!All four have been swiming past showing off their beauty for the last hour or so.

Life living said to me, (pondering those swans at this moment in time,) that not all darkest black brings forth darkest offspring. Hearing this sure brought me much hope.😃

The awesomeness of hearing Life tell me got me energised enough to take some photos and share them here.

(Be going back now!😍)

Thanks for sharing the sign from the cygnets @DownMoreThanUp .

@DownMoreThanUp thank you for sharing such beautiful creatures with us x

Love the photos @DownMoreThanUp . Hope you are feeling a bit better today.

Have you ever seen goslings on the back of their parents? It's pretty cute.

@tyme @Dimity @Bunniekins

Thank you for caring.

It turned out be a bad day fore me. Firstly i been rather down, though this has eased somewhat later on in the day, but then my kidney flared back up again this afternoon. Much worse than been, i'm sweating the pain even now.

i'm really hope that it is not an infection of my kidneys, from the stone i passed recently, for i feel also slightly unwell and sweaty, last time i had that it ended me in hospital in Perth for a whole week. ( i had hardly any visors apart of my wife who slept at her sisters to visit me, but i never slept a wink all week and i came out as high as a kite! Praying it will not end up like that this time.

@DownMoreThanUp I wonder if your mh and kidney stones are indeed related. UTIs can cause "confusion". I'm pretty sure I had undiagnosed UTIs associated with a number of my early psychotic breaks.

My lack of sleep in hospital after surgery probably contributed to my psychotic relapse a few months ago. I hadn't had one for many years.

It's good you're so well aware of your mental and physical health. I hope you can sleep well tonight.

@Dimity Yes you are very right, this could be the case, and we are very aware of that. Last time i had a kidney stone i also suffered from a bad kidney infection, (and send me right off,) which got into my blood and only strongest of antibiotics could treat me in far away Perth. They flew me there with the flying doctor. For the time i came to hospital i had already been feverish for days, but not linked it to anything, apart of not feeling well at all mood wise.

So both my wife and me are on full alert. Keeping an eye on any signs of running a fever, blood in the urine, or my mood swinging more wildly.

@Dimity @tyme @Bunniekins @rav3n @RiverSeal Thanks for supporting me.

Rejoice with me for the stone(s) passed late last night and i feel heaps better than last night. i must have drank 5 litres of water, and took a barrage of remedies against both the pain and infection. i even slept 5 hours last night in my first sleep.

Phew that was a painful saga, and i'm very glad it is over.

@DownMoreThanUp hey DownMoreThanUp i cant read your post right now but will endeavour to read later today my friend. take good care of yourself. love bunxx